Beyond the Camera

Chapter 4

Chan P.O.V

I was so angry about what Seungmin told me. How could someone do that to him? How could someone do that to his person at such a vulnerable age or at all?" I was sick to my stomach at the thought. That was the reason I was walking around at 3 in the morning. I don't know why but I ended up at Leeknow's door. I took a deep breath before sending him a text. I knew he was probably awake. I had been right too. A couple of minutes later, he opened the door. There was a frown on his face.

"As much as I used to love your 3 A.M texts, you're engaged and I'm married now." I rolled my eyes.

"That's not why I'm here." He shook his head and walked out before closing the door quietly.

"I know. Let's go for a walk." I nodded. It was quiet as we walked. We found a park and sat down at a table.

"I can't exactly tell you what happened but I needed to cool down." He raised a brow.

"Did you and Seungmin fight?" I sighed and shook my head.

"He told me something that made me angry. I had to get out of there. I promised myself that I would never scare him like that again."

"You didn't mean to."

"Maybe not but he didn't deserve the things I said to him." He sighed.

"Hyung, he forgave you and forgot about it. Stop changing the subject. You love him and change for him. If he told you something that made you that angry, how do you think he feels right now?"

"He's... probably crying." Leeknow sighed again.

"Go home. Hold him. Tell him you love him."

"He hates me." Leeknow could only laugh.

"You're wrong. All of the shit you did to him and he still ran to you. The number of times he came to Han crying. Yet, he ran to you over and over again. That is pure love. Go home, Hyung." It was a long time before I spoke again.

"Okay." He nodded then. I walked him home without another word. When I got back home, it took a long moment for me to work up the courage to go back inside. I walked to our bedroom. The door was slightly ajar. I could hear him crying. By that time, the sun was already up. He curled up into a ball when he heard me approach. I carefully sat down on the bed. I didn't want to get too close because I didn't want to scare him.

"Seungmin, I'm not mad at you. I promise. I don't feel disgusted at you. I'm angry about what happened to you. I'm angry that someone could do that to you but I'm not angry at you." He uncovered his face and looked at me.

"You don't feel disgusted?" I shook my head.

"You're the most beautiful person in the world. That happening to you doesn't change anything. I'm glad you felt comfortable enough to tell me and I'm sorry for reacting that way. I was just angry and I promised myself that I would never take my anger out on you again." He frowned at my words.

"When you ran out like that, I thought you were disgusted. I thought... you found me disgusting." I pressed my hand to his cheek and smiled.

"No, baby. That wasn't your fault. You didn't do anything wrong. You're perfect and beautiful. I love everything about you and that will never change. Now stop crying. I know this may be painful but can you tell me what happened?" His eyes closed for a moment before nodding.

"I'll tell you what I remember."

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Well, the next chapter is gonna be... please prepare yourselves. It's gonna be painful. Bye loves.

-Thea