12-04-23
Sitting in a bench, wondering why I make this mess.
Did I really forgot? The word "don't judge."
Or I was just carried away by my untold emotions that causes me pain.
Did I cross the line? Or I was just protecting what's mine?
Does it make sense? I am getting jealous here again.
What to do? Should I apologize now? Or they're the one who will?
Days passes, the pain is endless.
It's hard to pretend that it's okay even if it's not.
Are they hating me? Laughing at me? Insulting me? Judging me? Because of the sudden change of me.
Is this mean to happen by destiny or it was just the reality?
Do I still deserve to be happy?
