Born Fighter | taekook |

it was over♪

Third Person's POV

"Hello, Taehyung. It's good to see you." The lady smiled from her chair once Taehyung finally settled in front of her.

"Hey..." Taehyung weakly mumbled out. He was still wearing his mask - partly because of the nervousness as well.

Taehyung was sitting inside the Psychologist's cabin. It was his first session today, so he was quite nervous and scared. He had this constant fear in him of being judged, of being accused wrongly again. How can he expect anything else from a stranger. Only he knows and has experienced the hell.

"You seemed to be a bit nervous. It's completely okay. I'm a stranger to you, so I expect nothing else. I'm Danho by the way. Kyun Danho." The lady introduced herself.

"I'm...uh not just nervous but scared as well." Taehyung confessed as he lowered his head a bit, to avoid any kind of eye contact.

"Oh, that's natural too. But if you don't mind me asking....why are you scared? I can list out many reasons, but I would like to hear the real one from you." Danho smiled at him softly before she opened her notepad.

"Scared of being judged." Taehyung replied swiftly, probably just wanting to get over with it.

"Thank you for letting me know, Taehyung. I'm glad you choose to voice out the real reason. Now, since this is your first session, no need to open up completely and neither do I expect you to go into depths. Let's start with our introduction shall we?" Danho talked fluently, that soft smile never leaving her feature.

Taehyung frowned. Introduction? Didn't she just introduced herself?

"I'll start first then, since you seems to be a bit hesitant right now. Again, completely understandable, Taehyung. You do not have to share anything you don't want to, just yet." She continued.
"So, I'm Kyun Danho, a psychologist by profession, as you can see. I like playing tennis a lot, to the point where I wanted to be a tennis player until my high school. My favourite time of the day is the time I spend with my little girl. Also, I love reading novels. Hmmm....thats all I could think of. Now, your turn." The lady motioned towards Taehyung who seemed to be listening to her words very keenly.

"Uh I'm K-Kim Taehyung, a student in SNU. I love painting, it's.....it's a way of escaped for me. I love portraying my vulnerability and emotions through my art, I want to be a painter. I also like boxing, but it's a way of earning money for me as well. And...ummm I can't t-think of anything else." Taehyung mumbled out timidly. He was surprised by himself when he let her know the basic stuffs about him. No way, Taehyung would open up about things so easily. What's wrong with him?
No, he's here to heal, and for that he need to open up. It's good that he's starting early, or else he would have to come here more often than he would like.

"How about I ask and you answer? That way you'll have a quick answer and won't dwell much into things, you don't want to. Don't answer if you don't want to alright?" The lady questioned softly, which happen to come in a form of assurance, that he doesn't need to feel pressured about opening up. But Taehyung wants to open up.
Jungkook is waiting for him out side and if he doesn't open up about his past, how would he heal? How would he become better? What would he tell Jungkook when he walks out of the room? Jungkook probably won't be proud at him if he acts like a coward. No, he can't let that happen. He needs to make Jungkook, nana and his hyung proud. He needs to heal for the most precious people in his life.

"You said art makes you happy. What kind of art do you like? Or you usually prefer to draw?" Danho's question broke him out of his thoughts.

"Oh...I draw people. Not their portraits....but just people doing the most basic stuff, like dancing, sketching, napping....but, umm but they're never happy. I...uh I paint them in a way where it's not certain if they're happy or not, there's a gloomy aura which I create. Also, I like oil painting a lot. I used to draw random things - I still draw random things whenever I get time. I'm not a fan of digital art though, but it's fun to draw digital stuffs sometimes. I don't like capturing nature much by the way. It's hard for me...." Taehyung rambled and Danho listened to him calmly, while taking down notes.