Loving Asher King

34 | Pain

"WHAT?" Kyle shouted angrily. "What I got us the deal I said sitting down in the chair. "You went to see him?" he asked. "Kyle, stop panicking!" I said as I revised the presentation. "How can you not? I mean I can't even imagine how much you must be going through right now! It took you years to get out of it!"

I stopped typing, it was true it took me years to get out of it, why was I behaving like everything was fine? Why doesn't it feel like years have gone by? Why when those days seem like years then and now it's like nothing happened?

I looked at him as I grabbed my stuff and left the room walking to my cabin and locking it. I sat down looking at the wall as all those memories of high school flashed through my eyes. How we became friends, how I always waited for his text, how I took care of his injuries, how he always stood up for me, how he was always soft for only me, how he loved my hugs, how we could be apart for weeks but still be with each other.

But then I remembered the day when his plane crashed, the day at the boxing ring, the day when he decided to let go of me at the hospital when he decided to forget me. Why? Why did he have to come to Sophia's wedding, when I begged him to stay he just left.

He never came back. Not even once did he try to contact me. Tears flowed down my cheeks. Why did I still want to talk to him after he put me through so much? Why did I still believe that maybe he still cared for me?

Why couldn't I just hate him?

Third Person POV:

"What did you do to her?" Blake asked, barging into Asher's room. While Asher just ignored him. "I don't know what you are talking about," he said. "Don't do this Asher, don't play with her heart again please," Blake begged him. Asher glared at him. "Why does everyone think I am playing with her?" he shouted.

"Because you are! Can you keep her safe?" Blake asked him. "I don't care about that anymore, I want her and that's it," Asher shouted at him. "Really? And now you understand when she is ready to move on?" he asked. "Don't fucking say that," Asher shouted.

"You fucker! Can you hear yourself? Imagine going through seven shitty years of nothing after the first love of your life left you. After all that she did for you. She waited two years, three years Asher for you to go back to her but you never did! Let her move on," Blake said.

"Blake you don't know what it was like to leave her! I wanted to kill myself. I couldn't live a day without her thoughts crossing through my mind!" Asher shouted. "No Asher it's not fair, you got to feel her every day through that stupid necklace of hers, but it wasn't fair to her when she had to endure seven years without you. And she still behaves like nothing is wrong with you two! She has lost her mind! I would have dumped your sorry ass if I were her!" Blake said. 

"You fucker," Asher said taking his gun out and pointing at Blake. "You want to kill me for telling you the truth?" Blake said. Asher punched him hard. "STOP YOU TWO," Christian said coming in. "What is wrong!" he said, pushing them apart.

"ASK ASHER TO LEAVE KIARA ALONE!" He shouted. Asher charged toward him but Christian stopped him. "You know she doesn't deserve this Christian!" Blake said. "Okay, first of all, calm down," he said, pulling them apart.

"Look Blake, I know that Asher is wrong, very wrong and Kiara should kill him for what he did to her. But you need to understand that emotions are not something Asher had before! He was heartless and he still is!" Christian said.

"Then why can't he leave her alone?" Blake asked. "Why do you fucking care?" Asher asked. "BECAUSE SHE HAS BEEN BLAMING HERSELF FOR ALL THESE YEARS! YOU FUCKER! SHE THINKS SHE WASN'T ENOUGH FOR YOU! IF ONE TEARS SLIPS FROM HER EYE, I AM GOING TO KILL YOU," Blake said walking away.