A 19 year old Girl named Amelia is just trying to make it out of her dads house in the inner city. She has big dreams of getting out and away from her normal everyday life. She dreams of a random guy she's never seen before, but does her dream come...
It's been about three weeks or so since the night we went out to the club. I haven't hung out with Dohwan outside of work since that night. We talk at work, but it's more like small talk. Kook has reached out to me once or twice. Olivia and Kook came over for dinner one night, and it was super awkward. Kook was giving me his " Fuck me " eyes the whole night. Kind of like this.
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I feel kind of stupid about the whole thing. The whole kissing both guys, that just so happen to be best friends. I need to get to the bottom of why I decided to do it in the first place. Kook I know why. Dohwan... I can't wrap my head around it.
I finally had enough money to start the next quarter at the college I wanted to go to, but then they filled up so quickly I wasn't able to secure a spot. I guess I'm just going to continue to work and save up more cash, the more the merrier. It's now Saturday and I have an appointment to get my nails filled in and recolored. Luckily it's not to far from here, so I usually walk there. I walked into the shop, and my nail tech was already excited to see me coming, her and I crack jokes and give each other the tea of what's been happening in our lives over the last few weeks of not seeing each other, but it's been about a month since I've seen her though. My nail tech's name is Leyla.
Leyla: Hey girl.
Amelia: Hey!
Leyla: Just a fill and recolor right?
Amelia: Yes. I decided to go with a light lavender purple, and a silver nail on my ring fingers.
Leyla: Cute. What's new?
Amelia: Oh, where do I even begin...
Leyla: Give me the tea!
Amelia: It's a lot. Remember the guy I told you I tried to kiss?
Leyla: Yeah?
Amelia: Well, we kind of did a little something in my work bathroom.
Leyla: Whaaaaat? Okay.. Was it good?
Amelia: Yes. So good.
Leyla: Then why the long face?
Amelia: Before the time in the bathroom, I was hanging out with a friend one night, and we almost kissed. He pulled away though, and it was awkward but now I feel like he hates me, and when he found out about me, and the guy I like in the bathroom, he flipped out. He was acting like a real asshole. I don't get it.
