A 19 year old Girl named Amelia is just trying to make it out of her dads house in the inner city. She has big dreams of getting out and away from her normal everyday life. She dreams of a random guy she's never seen before, but does her dream come...
I glanced down the hallway to the spot where Kook had previously stood. Without uttering a single word, I began walking away from Dohwan. I was experiencing more confusion than ever before. I am feeling guilty as if I have just cheated on my partner. I can't fathom why I feel guilty when I'm not the one in the relationship. I'm a single woman who just kissed a single man.
The kiss with Dohwan was truly pure. I used my fingers to rub my lips, reminiscing about the kiss I just had with Dohwan. Following me, he mumbled something, but I couldn't decipher exactly what he was saying. I returned to the main part of the night club. I observed Kook dancing with Olivia, his hands covering her body. A lump formed in my throat. The only thing I could think of was leaving as soon as possible. I quickly made my way to the area we were sitting in to grab my things.
Dohwan: Where are you going?
Amelia: Out of here.
Dohwan: You're not leaving here by yourself.
I gazed at him with a grin.
Amelia: I know, you're coming with me right?
He paused and stared at me, feeling confused.
Dohwan: Yeah, I am.
He grabbed his belongings and we began walking toward the elevator door.
Amelia: Hold on, let me do one more thing.
I ran over to Olivia on the dance floor while Kook was still looking pissed off.
Amelia: Happy Birthday Olivia. I'm going to head out.
Olivia:I see you. Thank you. Have a safe and good night, you two.
She said while winking at me. I had a little laugh and returned to Dohwan so we could leave. We got a taxi because the Uber wouldn't be here for a good hour or so.
Taxi Driver: Where am I going?
I told him my address, but I was cut off by Dohwan.
Dohwan: Let's go to my place.
His face was filled with lust and hunger as he spoke to me. I took a moment to contemplate if this was a good idea or not. I have the desire to do it. I am unable to shake off the heaviness I feel over Kook seeing us kiss. It's something I can't get past. Since he's not my boyfriend, I should do something that brings me joy for a change.
Dohwan: Okay.
Dohwan: Really? You're sure?
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Amelia:Yes, I'm sure.
While traveling to Dohwan's place, we were seated in the back seat of the taxi. Both of us were extremely quiet for a brief period. His thigh was against mine and I felt it. I was working myself up about things potentially happening with Dohwan tonight, I mean more than what's already taken place. It seems that he had the ability to interpret my thoughts. He leans over and whispers into her ear.
Dohwan: I've been wanting to do this for awhile.
His hand slides down, gently caressing my thigh. I gasp, biting my lip, as he continues to explore my body with his hand. The feel of his skin against mine sends shivers up my spine. I arched my back, pressing myself against his touch, moaning softly into the darkness of the cab. My heart races, and I can feel the warmth spreading between my legs. He continues to caress me, teasing me mercilessly. I moans softly, the sound muffled by the darkness of the cab. My body tingling with anticipation. God, this feels so good.
As we step inside, the warmth of the apartment envelops us. Dohwan can't help but pull me closer, his lips finding mine once more in a passionate kiss. His hands wander over my body, exploring every inch of my skin. He slips my dress off my shoulders, revealing my perfect bare back. I shiver against him, and he growls softly, nipping at my earlobe. His hands slip down to my hips, pulling me against his hard length. He groans into our kiss, wanting me so badly.
Dohwan: Amelia
He whispers, his voice rough with desire.
Dohwan: You're so beautiful.
Dohwan looks at me, confusion written across his face. He notices the slight hesitation in my eyes. I snap back to reality to realize what we are doing.
Amelia: We shouldn't do this.
Dohwan: What?
He bites his lip, trying to decide how to proceed.
Amelia: We are moving too fast.
I was attempting to regain my composure as he gazed at me with his big, dark eyes. After a moment, he decides to continue, albeit a bit more slowly. I put my hands on his chest, like I was telling him to stop without using my words. He could tell I wasn't comfortable with this, and he didn't want to push me too far. He sighs softly and backed up to sit on the couch.
Dohwan: Alright.
I look into his eyes, then down at his bulge, then back up to his eyes again.
Amelia: I-I don't know if I want to stop.
I whisper, my voice shaky.
Amelia: But I don't want to feel like I'm being taken advantage of either.
Dohwan swallows hard, feeling a mix of desire and regret course through him. He nods slowly, understanding my hesitation.
Dohwan: Alright.
He says quietly.
Dohwan: I'll stop, but I just want you to know... I won't push you into anything you're not ready for.
I nod my head slowly, my eyes never leaving his. I could feel the warmth between my legs again, the desire for him almost overwhelming. But I also wanted to make sure that this was what I wanted. I took a deep breath and said to him softly...
Amelia: I-I trust you, Dohwan. I do want this... I just... I want to make sure it's right.
