"The story was never about Me and Him, it was always about Him and Her, I could never say there was a moment where I was with Him, it was always about Him with Her."
── ᯓᡣ𐭩 ──
Started: December 1, 2023, Friday.
Ended: July 3, 2024, Wednesday.
After jimin left I was still sitting there on the dining table, argh. I feel exhausted as I stand up the maids that were eyeing me all this time and start wrapping up the dishes.
In my house, if I'm eating alone or with my family, I was their personal maid and i got to wash the dishes and utensils. But here there are lots of servants for many things. Ah trust me it started feeling like I'm married.
No no I shouldn't think like that. I'm single and I love soobin, that's all. Jungkook is not my husband and I don't even know how long I am going to last here. It makes no sense.
I went back to the Library and it was still raining outside i don't really know what to do should I continue reading? There's no one except jimin and me in the palace.
I lay on a sofa holding the diary in my hand trust me these gowns are just too much. Like really too much for me. So I decided to go have a look In the closet..
Firstly I didn't know where the closet was and i couldn't ask from a.maid as well but to my luck there was a big open door which led me to a royal grand ass closet. Trust me there are rooms within rooms filled with their clothes.
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As I reached the closet all i could see was a royal closet with so many luxurious gowns and tuxedo suits. There was a portrait that said that I'm in the right closet. It was a portrait of jungkook with me- I mean Aaira.
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She was hugging him when he was looking at the camera, his smile is elegant. Really attractive, he rarely smiled but as much as she mentioned he always smiles around her, suddenly then my eyes fell on her, Aaira. i could feel a different kind of feelings towards her. I don't know.
I just don't like her, the way she's smiling in the picture I wonder if the smile is as fake as she pretended to be in front of him. She never loved him and he never deserved that.
I accept what they did to her wasn't right either but if she was not happy with him she shouldn't have pretended to be happy either.
If I wouldn't have known that Aaira didn't love him, I would have portrayed them as a perfect couple. But they aren't. Their story is dark. Cause of Aaira.
