In Another's Shoes.

Crimson Comfort & Desolation.

Chapter 27: (your pov)

The words on the page were written in Jungkook's handwriting, and as I read them, a sense of relief washed over me. He was safe but at the corner I saw his fingerprint with blood that made me worried, and he had sent the letter to reassure me.

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My Dear Love Of My Life,

I hope this letter finds you well. I apologize for my sudden departure, and i couldn't tell you much at the moment, you know where I am, and everything about my life.

I got a little time so here I'm spending it to write a letter to my love, these urgent matters required my immediate attention, like you know. Please know that I am safe and will return to you as soon as possible.

It would be a lie if I say I've not been missing you like crazies, I would have chuckled I would have been in there talking to you, I love you....

It's been a while since I've met you my love and i miss you more than i could express, all of those people, who think can keep me away from you will eventually regret one day, or maybe rest of their life.

I know how scared you become whenever I leave you alone all by yourself, and i can't even imagine how you must be living without me, lately.

I don't know how you are, where are you, and every if you'll read this letter, if you're reading this letter, then I'm really greatful, My dear Aaira.

Huh, besides you always kept asking me about our son, it's been a while since you've last asked for him, I miss your voice asking for him, like you always do with a pout.

I'm losing my temper and my patience all together cause, I miss your voice, your embrace, your body, your kisses, your hugs and most of all I miss you.

I want you to know, there's no need to be scared of anything my love, cause you know no matter what your Lord will find a way back to you again, don't be my scaredy baby.

You haven't asked but yet I should tell you, our son is doing extremely good and fine, I was waiting for you to ask about him but you didn't, as soon as I meet you again, I'll take you to meet our son.

I know you must be trembling with fear right now, searching for me cause you couldn't live without me. It's a pretty weakness to be honest to love someone to an extent, but you're strong, My lady.

I really wish YOU read it, cause I'm genuinely risking myself when writing this pretty piece of letter to you, I know you're missing me, and I know you must want me to be with you but...

In the meantime, until I'm not there with you, I have instructed the staff to ensure your safety and well-being. Please do not hesitate to reach out to them if you need anything. Or if they are lacking at anything,,, just let your husband know, I'll kill them... Haha it's funny isn't it ?

I love you and I love you more than anything in this world, I'll keep saying it until you can actually hear it in your heart, My Jeon Aaira.

I miss you, Take care of yourself, my love. All I want to see at those fucking lips that I devour is a smile. Wait for one more week.

Yours always,
Your lord Jungkook.

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As I read Jungkook's heartfelt letter, tears welled up in my eyes. His words were so soothing, but they were not for me, they were never about me, I felt like betraying him once again, I was Faking being someone he loves. The letter has blood droplets on the corner that means he was probably not doing fine.