a girl named savannah lives with her best friend nicole, they recently graduated high school. savannah is still healing from heart break mean while nicole is planning on setting her up with someone ..
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*savannah's pov*
let me start with introducing myself, my name is Savannah Montano most of my friends call my Sav. I'm 20 i lived with my mom, Luna, my whole life, my dad basically isn't in the picture. I am an only child, i don't know my mom would have wanted to have another kid with a man who basically up and left.
my whole life it's just been me and my mom, she has a really good job so she has been able to support the both of us. she owns her own dentistry, she still loves her job so much. she had me at my age, 17, she knew she wanted me but she also never stopped chasing her dreams. she worked so hard as a single mother, i think my "dad" was only in my life till i was 4 months old. he never helped my mom out since he left, for all i know he has his own family now but i really don't care. i've learned to stay strong even after the struggle my mom and i had to go through before getting to where we're at now.
my mom has always pushed me to follow my dreams whether it's going to college or doing what i actually want to do, which is.. modeling.. i know crazy.. my mom when she had time when i was a kid she'd sign me up for pageants, she was always my number one fan. she's my mother, best friend, sister everything and more. she was the first person i came to about myself breakup. even after telling her she told me to call my best friend Nicole because maybe she had more to say to calm me down. my mom treated Nicole like her own daughter, Nicole and i met when we were 3 years. ever since then she's been like a sister to me, even after our ups and downs. her mom and my mom grew up best friends.
i know you all are probably what happened with this last relationship that caused so much damage? well let me begin with his name. Julian. i flinch just thinking about him, he was my first boyfriend starting off freshman year. he was the sweetest person i had ever met, he treated me so gently and with so much respect. that's until he started hanging out with the football players who were known as the biggest fuck boys who treat girls like trash. once he joined the team he started off with expecting me to go every game, home and away games. i at this time was working at Panera, it was hard to take off work to go them but somehow i made it happened because i was so madly in love.
then it started to be a constant thing that i needed to show up more to everything with him, if i wanted to be with him i needed to be a preppy girlfriend and show up to every party the team would throw. luckily my job would give me weekends off so i guess it worked out.. after months of having to leave early from work and barely hanging out with my mom and nicole, i got tired and i told him something need to change. nicole was at a point where she wanted to go off on him but i told her to just leave it to me.
once i told him i felt, i remember this night so vividly. it was the first time he had ever laid hands on me. at this point we had been dating for at least 8 months, he slapped my face and named called me and basically told me i need to respect him and put him first because he said he was the only and ever man figure in my life. i never told anyone about this because i was afraid of what might happen, but after months to years of pain i gave in and told nicole. she wasn't happy about me going back to him but she couldn't say much because Julian was a threatening person, i didn't want her to deal with him.
i fell into his trap because i was in love, i thought maybe it was just something that we would just forget and be happy, i thought wrong. we spent freshman year till senior year going back and forth. we'd break up for months at a time, he'd move on and so would i but somehow we never wanted to fully let go.
senior year came around, we were at our best points in our relationship. he'd plan dates, take me to work, pick me up from work on days i didn't want to drive, he was the julian i fell in love with in freshman year. until a week before graduation i find out he was sleeping with a bunch of girls. basically the cute dates and favors he'd do me were cover up's. i truly broke everything in me that i knew i had to let go for real. i grew to hate him, i gave him everything he ever gave me and never looked back.
and now it's been two years since graduation, im starting my new life in LA with my best friend. i can't wait to see what LA will bring me.
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ahhhh!!! guys this is the first chapter!! it's pretty long.. i had to do a full introduction before starting off out of no where hehe
please like and comment ideas or how you like the book <33
