*savannh's pov*
the ride back to the airbnb was quiet. i honestly don't know how to feel about what's going on. it's been over four years since i last heard from my ex. what scares me the most is what he said, how he has people watching me? i know my life isn't private but i've blocked him everywhere, i don't know maybe he's made a new account and has kept up with my life? i shouldn't be scared anymore but my teenage self is coming back.
the fear of being near him.. the fear of him finding me when i'm alone.. i was so deep into my thoughts i didn't realize we had made it back to the airbnb, jack opens my door. i get out and he locks our hands together. i shouldn't be bringing the mood down since it's our last full day here. i want it to be special.
we walked in, everyone was out doing their own things so no one was home. i followed jack up to our room, we grabbed some clothes to change into and started to change into our swimsuits. once we were ready i threw on a cover up and grabbed the bag that had our clothes.
"babe i'll be downstairs!" i shouted walking down the stairs. jack was on business call, it's crazy that jack will be going on tour soon. they've come up 23 tour dates, they're all pretty back to back. they start beginning of october which is in about 2 weeks.
they do take a break starting november, jack said he wasn't going to miss my birthday while on tour. it was a conversation that was a lot of back and forth. eventually him and johnson convinced me so i couldn't say no. but besides that, im currently in the kitchen grabbing a water bottle.
as i sit down on one of the chairs in the island, i get a text message.
"i told you i was the only man in your life. ill let you have your fun for now.. what are you going to do when your little boyfriend goes on tour?"
i froze. i dropped my phone and water. i can't believe this is happening.. how can a toxic relationship cause long term trauma. i can't let him get to me. i can't and won't. i picked up my phone and cleaned up the water, just as i saw jack coming down the stairs.
"what happened? are you okay?" he says coming up to me quickly. i nodded and half smiled. "did he send another message?" he says. i sighed, "jack i don't know what to do." i say quietly.
"when we get back home we can handle this. he won't cause you any harm baby. i'll make sure of it." he says softly rubbing my arms. i hugged him tightly. i whispered thank you.
"now let's enjoy our day for real this time! i'm ready to hit the water." jack chuckled. "i'm ready to tan again" i say smiling. i have to push this to the side and be happy. i'm with someone who loves me and cares for me, i can't let that go.
after the drive to the beach which wasn't long, we set up the rental chairs and umbrella. i put our stuff down, i took the towels out and set them to the side who they were easy to grab. i start to put sunscreen on jack, once i was done he laid down on the chair. i begin to apply tanning oil on my body after i've reapplied sunscreen on my face.
we laid down and tanned for about 30 minutes, every 15 minutes we'd flip so it would be an even tan. "babe let's get in the water now." jack says. i lifted my sunglasses up to look at him as he hovered over me. "if it's too cold i won't go in." i say. he shook his head and reached for my hand.
i followed him to the water, just as we made it close he picks me up and runs into the beach. and it sure was cold. "jack!!!" i screamed. he was laughing his ass off. i splashed water on him and started to walk back to shore when he grabbed me again. "stay in here with me, we can play mermaids." he says jokingly. "you're too funny" i said laughing.
we stayed in the water messing around and talking. it was so peaceful. jack and i could talk for days and i'd never get tired of it. he was talking about how it's been five years since johnson and him went on tour. he misses it a lot but at the same time doesn't want to leave me alone.
little does jack know.. nicole, julia and i planned to surprise them at the omaha show. since they also announced that sammy was touring with them we decided us girlfriends to go out and support. nate is also going to appear at some shows.
once we were tired of the water we got out and dried ourselves. the clothes i brought to change into was a white mesh skirt and a pale green tank top. i slipped it on, and helped jack change. it's funny that we're doing this while still on the beach in public. i used a towel to cover him which was quick, once he was done he took over the towel and dried of his hair.
"ready babe?" jack says grabbing his keys and wallet. i nodded as i gathered everything into the bag. we walked to the car, the drive to the restaurant was really close. it was long the beach, since it's next to the "Sip & Paint" place that we'd go to after.
as we pulled into the parking lot i opened the camera app on my phone so i could see how my hair looked. it was wavy and somewhat wet. i put my glasses to hold my hair at the top to kinda control the waves. i look at jack who is admiring me. "you're so cute." he says.
i kissed his cheek and stared to take a few pictures of us. once we were done we got out the car and walked into the restaurant. they sweated us outside, it was very similar to the night jack asked me to be his girlfriend.
"reminds me of the night i asked you to be my girlfriend." jack says smiling. "seems meant to be." i say smirking. i ordered chicken alfredo, while jack ordered steak with mash potatoes and green beans.
we started to eat, and not going to lie it taste so much better here than in the states. as we were eating there was fireworks on the beach so we enjoyed our meal while watching them. "such a beautiful night with my favorite girl." jack says smiling.
i blushed, "nights like this make me want to have many more with you." i say. jack smiled, we continued to talk about tour is about to start. johnson and him start to do rehearsals the day after we land. for the most part before they leave i will only get to see jack a few times.
i don't want to get in between rehearsals, so while jack is doing that i'll be at work mostly. we have a long week ahead of us since we will be modeling the new line of bathing suits coming up. we both want to be there for each other but time isn't our friend right now.
"i can't believe im going to leave you for a month." jack sighed. i looked at him with sad eyes, "jack we will talk everyday no matter what." i say. he nods and half smiles, i know he's upset about everything going on with my ex but i can't let this stop him from doing what's best for him.
"are you going to tell nicole?" jack says softly. i don't know if i want to add this stress to someone else. i shrugged. "savs.. i think she should know if you too will be alone together." he says. he's right, but i hate to drag my problems onto someone else. "you're right, i'll tell her tonight when we get back." i say.
a few minutes after we finished our food. we paid for it and left. we walked down the beach to the Sip & Paint.
jack and i got seated and they gave us canvas's and wine glasses. shortly after we began drawing whatever we wanted. i decided on drawing the view i had, which was the beach and fairy lights surrounding the little hut we were in. i was pretty good at drawing so once i finished drawing i began to paint.
we both sipped our wine while we painted, jack would snap a few pictures of me here and there. it felt like we were here hear for hours but soon enough we both finished. it was getting late, it's currently 10:30 and we're the last ones here. once we were done we both showed each other our paintings.
i gasped when i saw jacks, his was really good. he painted me painting with beach behind us. "babe it's beautiful! i didn't know you could draw!" i say admiring his work. "i had an beautiful example in front of me." he says. he looks at mine and looks shocked. "damn we're way too good at this." he chuckled.
we were finally heading out with out paintings and got into the jeep and drove to the airbnb. once we got there we noticed everyone was home. here goes nothing i guess..
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Fanfictiona girl named savannah lives with her best friend nicole, they recently graduated high school. savannah is still healing from heart break mean while nicole is planning on setting her up with someone ..