Clueless / jg

chapter thirty nine

*savannah's pov*

once my flight landed i grabbed my things and left. my parents were picking me up and taking me to my house. i saw them standing outside their car, i walked up to them and my mom pulled me into a tight hug. "it's going to be okay mija. they will come around and everything will be better than ever." she said.

"i don't know mom but i just don't want to talk about it." i said softly. my dad hugs me and takes my bag. he puts it in the trunk and got into the driver seat. i sat in the back and stayed quiet. soon enough i was home.

i said my goodbyes and thanked them. i forgot how lonely it feels living here. luckily i don't have to go back to work for another three weeks since i had taken off for my birthday as well. speaking of birthdays, looks like i will not be celebrating it this year.

i walked into my room and started collecting dirty laundry including what i have in my bag. i started a load and went to my bathroom to shower and get ready for bed. it was only 8pm. after my well needed shower i went to bed. i connected my phone to charge and scrolled on instagram. i saw the girls and the boys post that they went out to a club. i watched nicole's story and she was recording jenna twerking on jack.

for someone who didn't like her seems like they get along fine to me. jack looked happy to be with her. i couldn't handle this. i felt the tears forming, i hated that im crying about this. if this is how things are going to be then i shouldn't feel sad. i shouldn't make myself feel this way when i should be doing the same going out leaving my life.

but for now i need sleep.

*next day*

i woke up the next day feeling a lot better than last night. i forgot to put my clothes to dry so i got up quickly to do that, once i finished i did my morning routine and got dressed for the day. i did my makeup and fixed my natural hair. i decided to text kelsey to see if she was free. after all it's saturday, im sure she'd be down to hang out.

she ended up calling me, "hey girl!!! how's your trip going!!" she said. "hey kelsey! it went well! i actually came home early, wasn't feeling the vibes there. i was actually wondering if you were free today?" i said.

"oh no im sorry girl, but yes i am!! i was just going to hangout with stas and probably go out tonight if you want to join!" she said. "that sounds good to me!!" i said, i didn't want to sound desperate. "okay ill send you the address, you can just head over now im already at stas house" she says.

"okay! i'll be there soon!" i say and we then say our goodbyes. i grabbed my purse and keys and headed down to my garage. i did forget to mention i traded in my camry for a brand new Jeep wrangler because i fell in love with nicole's car.

as i was driving over to stas house i get call from johnson. weird. "hello?" i said. "hey savs! how are you doing?" he asked. johnson has always been so sweet with me, i'd hate to lose him too. "im doing okay, how are you! i'm sorry i didn't get to say goodbye." i said. "no it's okay, i know you need your space. i know not everyone can understand but i know you find peace when you're alone." he said. finally someone understands.

"i think it's the only way to go instead of blowing up and arguing." i sighed. "no i get it! im going to keep checking in on you, i don't think i feel comfortable with you being over there alone." he said. oh my sweet johnson.

"don't worry i'll be okay!" i said. "okay but if you need anything im one call away.." he says. i thanked him and said bye. like i said he's the brother i always wanted. but anywho, i was pulling into stas gated community and let them know who i am and who i was here for. they allowed me in after checking with stas, she lives in a such a beautiful house. mansion shall i say, its huge.