Clueless / jg

chapter twenty one

*savannah's pov*

i woke up the next day to feel jacks arms wrapped around me. at first i didn't mind it but then it hit me that they all left me alone and didn't care to check in on me. i take his arms off me and walked into the bathroom. i looked at myself and i felt like crying. i just couldn't get off my mind why jack didn't even call or texted.

i got into the shower to get my mind off it because if not ill stay in this bathroom and cry. once i finished my shower i wrapped a towel around me when i heard someone trying to open the door. "babe you never lock the door? what's wrong let me in" jack said from the other side. it's true i don't lock it when he's around.

i sighed, "i just need some space right now." i said. he stayed silent for a few seconds, "baby what's wrong." he said. um is he dumb? sorry to say that but i'm pretty sure he wouldn't like it if i up and left without letting him know. i ignored him and continued my face care and brushing my teeth. once i was done i prepared myself to walk out, when i open the door slowly i see jack sitting on the bed watching me. i continued to walk to where my clothes were.

i felt him walk closer to me but i continued to ignore it. i picked out a black sports bra and pair of black leggings. after all we are hiking today, at least to my knowledge we are. i put my undergarments on and changed in front of jack but still didn't talk to him. i threw on some socks and my brooks. "savs what's wrong??" he said grabbing my arm softly.

i turned around and looked at him with sad eyes, "i take a nap yesterday, i wake up to find no one home? no message no call nothing." i said softly. i felt my eyes water. he looked at me and sighed. "baby i knew you were tired and we didn't want to bother you. i know it was wrong not to let you know but it all happened suddenly. rupp and madison came and we didn't want to start more problems." jack said.

my eyes widened. so you're telling me i was asleep while my boyfriend was out at the beach with his ex? i looked at him and shook my head. i let go of his hold and went to grab my phone. "so you're telling me that instead of waking me up, you decided it was fine to just go when she was going to be there?" i said. he sighed "i know it was wrong i should've stayed but i promise you nothing happened!" he said.

yea cause im pretty sure madison was out to get attention from him and pretty much got it since i wasn't there. "you know what jack this absolutely blows my mind. i know if it were the other way around you'd be flipping out. i don't even want to talk to you right now." i walked out the door and slammed it. i honestly don't need this right now. i came here to enjoy my time.

everyone was downstairs looking at me as i walked the stairs. i didn't say anything to them and grabbed our car key and left the house. once i was in the car backing out i see jack running out but it was too late. i wonder if he's gonna like me going out on my own and not letting him know where i am. i turned off my location which blocked everyone from seeing it.

once i was out of the neighborhood, i looked up a small coffee shop so i could get something to eat. i thought about going to the closest one but i feel like they'd find me easier that way. i found one that was actually 20 minutes away. i turned my phone on dnd and played my music.

*jacks pov*

i know i fucked up bad but there was no bad intentions. i truly didn't want savannah to deal with madison. my heart hurts and i truly felt bad for savanah. she made all of us food even after what we did. her heart was always big and cared for everyone no matter what. expect for what's going on right now. she look so sad and confused.

the whole time we were at the beach we just drank and went to feel the water. i tried to avoid all interactions with madison, expect for when she came up to and slightly touched my arm. i ignored the feeling but couldn't look away, she looked good in her tiny bikini. and i hated how i thought about that.

when i saw savannah drive off my first instinct was to call her and check her location but she turned it off and put her phone dnd. fuck. i walked into the house and shut the door. "what's wrong with savannah? and why did you let her go out on her own??" nicole said shouting at me. "i tried to stop her nicole! don't act like this is all my fault?? i told you we should wake her up but you said she'd get upset with madison!" i said kinda shouting back.

i noticed sammy get up, "listen i know it was wrong but i had to put her feelings first! she sees the way you look at madison! you think i want her to compare herself to madison and see why her boyfriend is still looking at her with love eyes?" nicole said. i shook my head this is unbelievable. "i don't like madison! savannah is who i want. madison means absolutely NOTHING to me." i said.

i didn't realize that savannah noticed that and i hated that she tried to compare herself to madison. savannah is perfect and doesn't need to change. she's more than enough and better than madison. nicole came up to me and hugged me. "jack i know you love savannah but she's my bestfriend/sister and i have to protect her at all cost. please don't hurt her anymore than what she's gone through. this trip was for you two to enjoy it together and with friends. push madison to curb. maybe literally too." she chucked. i hugged her back, "i plan to always protect her, nicole." i said softly.

we separated and she went to sit next to sammy. "just give her space. she'll come back." nicole said. i really hope she doesn't get lost. i nodded and headed back upstairs. i walked into the bathroom to take a quick shower and brushed my teeth. we all still wanted to go hiking but a small part of me wanted to stay around waiting her savannah.

i remember she was dressed in hiking clothes so maybe when she's had her alone time she'll meet us there. once i was dressed i grabbed phone and hat and headed back downstairs. i know she has her phone on dnd but i still texted her, "i love you baby and im truly sorry. we are heading to the hiking trail that you planned. please meet us there and drive safe." i sent the message and walked outside, i got into sammy and nicole's car.

i just stared outside the window the whole ride there, every few minutes id check and see if savannah answered but she didn't. "savannah just texted saying she's meeting us at the hiking trail." nicole said. it kinda hurt she didn't text me but at least i know she's okay and she's going to be there.

it was a 30 minute drive and it felt like the long drive i've ever been in. i usually talk with savannah or watch her funny tiktok's.

she's only been gone about an hour and i miss her with everything in me.