Clueless / jg

chapter thirty seven

*savannah's pov*

the boys left the room to get on stage, so we left too to find where we'd be staying to watch them. there was a little section blocked off for us that had a great view of them. soon enough the boys came out and did their thing. i'm so proud of them, the music they make is amazing and heartfelt.

throughout the night i'd catch jack looking at me which made me blush but i didn't know what to think. we cheered at the boys and sang our hearts out. once the concert was over we quickly made our way back to the room we were in to our surprise the boys had already taken their shirts off.

the girls hugged their boyfriends and talked amongst themselves. jack came up to me and hugged me tightly. i wrapped my arms around his necked, "i'm so proud of you." i said softly. he pulled away and smiled at me. "idk about you guys but in starving." johnson said. jack looked at me instantly, i wasn't hungry.

"let's all go out and eat." sam said. we all nodded and walked down the street to some restaurant looked pretty fancy. everyone walking in hand in hand mean while jack and i didn't. we kept our distance. the hostess took us to our table, we all sat down. she gave us the menus and asked what we wanted to drink, i asked for water.

once she took our drink order she left. "when did you guys plan this?!" sam asked. the girls and i chuckled, "we actually planned this when you first told us you guys were going on tour. we called it the "surprise our boyfriends trip." nicole chuckled. i didn't say anything. "well, you know what i mean." she said. looking at me with a sorry face.

"yea i wasn't going to go anymore but nicole insisted." i said softly. jack quickly looked at me, "why not?" he said. "i didn't think you'd want your ex here while your girlfriend was going too." i said bluntly. he looked at me confused, "what do you mean girlfriend? jenna was here??" he asked. i nodded and took a sip of my water.

"where did she go??" he asked looking worried. which caught me off guard. "she left the hotel after she tried to start something with savannah." julia said. fuck. he looked at me again, "are you sure it wasn't savannah trying to start something?" he said bluntly. my eyes widened, nicole gasped.

"the fuck is that suppose to me mean jack?" i said sternly. "i'm saying since somehow everything starts when you say something." he said. i got up from my chair and grabbed my water, i threw the water at him and walked away causing everyone to gasp and shout my name.

i ran out the restaurant and urbered back to the hotel. once i got there i went to the customer service desk to ask for another room. i didn't want anything to do with anyone right now. she handed me my key for the room, i went to the first room to grab my things.

after i grabbed my things i went to the new room. jack knew what he was doing when he said that. how could he go from hugging me and making sure im okay to being a complete dick. i'm over it, i can't be with him.

i saw my phone ringing and it was nicole. i answered it, "savannah where are you?" she asked. "in my room." i said. "what room im going to you right now." she said. i knew if i didn't tell her she wouldn't stop, i told her what floor and room number soon enough she was at my door.

i opened it and she hugged me. "i brought you you're favorite food." she said. it was chicken tender and fries. "thank you but i'm not hungry.. you should eat since i ruined dinner." i said. she handed me the food forcefully.

"jack told me you haven't eaten since this morning. you need to eat," she said. "it wasn't his business to tell you. i'm not hungry nicole." i said putting the food on the table.

"savannah why are you doing this to yourself?!" she shouted. i saw tears forming in her eyes. "im your bestfriend and i didn't realize you were starving yourself! you're making yourself sick! all that weight you lost wasn't from just working out!" she said.

i've had enough, "i've spent the past month heart broken because i lost the love of my life. i lost him because of my fault! because i put myself first and let my problems become everyone's! i don't want that, i felt like for once i had something good going for me and i lose it all. i hated myself, i hated everything about me so i did what i did to feel better." i said crying.

nicole pulled me into a hug crying on my shoulder. "i hate that you had to do that to make yourself better. savs i'm your bestfriend you should have came to me! i don't care if you think your problem isn't mine. we are bestfriends we do this together. please stop doing this and eat for me." she said.

i sat down and took a bite of the food. i felt like throwing up but i couldn't do that in front of nicole. "we need to work on your disappearing and not telling me anything." she said chuckling. i couldn't finish the food.

i pushed it to the side, "im glad you ate at least a little bit." she said. "i promise from here on out not to runaway anymore" i said. she chuckled, "yea you better" she said. she looked down at her phone and looked back at me. "jack is asking for you." she said.

"i don't want to talk to him." i said. she sighed, "well i hate to say this but he's outside the door." she said getting up quick. great. she walked to the door and opened it, she said bye and let jack into the room. i didn't look at him. i just ignored him. i grabbed my skincare bag and walked into the bathroom. i usually keep the door opened but this time i closed it and locked it.

i tie my hair back and start to wash my face. once i doubled cleanse i put moisturizer and let down my hair. jack was on the bed laying down. he kept watching me, i grabbed a t shirt and shorts to change into. i quickly changed not really caring his behind me. it's not like he hasn't seen anything before.

i walked towards the bed and i sat on the edge of the bed. he cleared his throat. "what jack." i said bluntly. i turned around and looked at him. "i didn't mean what i said at the restaurant. i was just upset and mad at myself. i broke up with jenna not knowing she was here with you, i didn't want to believe she'd start something because she never had a problem with you." he sighed.

"so you believed a girl you just met over someone you've known longer? real low jack." i said. he came closer to me, "and i regret that. i regret even breaking up with you. i was just so upset and i should've talked it out with you before breaking up. i love you savannah and i don't think i can ever love anyone but you." he said. a tear slowly slid down my face.

"i shouldn't have said that to you, you aren't problematic savannah. i hate that you have to deal with things like that. i miss you so much it hurts." he says placing his hands on my thighs.

"im sorry i threw water in your face." i said. he chuckled, "i thought it was lowkey bad ass. i always knew you'd be able to stand up for yourself, i just never thought you'd have to do that to me." he chuckled. "i missed you too by the way." i said.

he pulled me on top of him. causing me to look down at him. i kissed him instantly. he obviously kissed back, he pulled away and stared into my eyes, "you're so beautiful it's insane." he said. i laid down beside him and wrapped my arms around him.

we ended up snuggling and fell asleep.