*savannah's pov*
i told jack i was going to head to the bathroom since i had been drinking too much i needed to pee. once i finished i washed my hands and tried to make my way to jack. i couldn't seem to find him since the crowd seemed to have gotten bigger than it started off as.
i start walking towards the back when i see him dancing with another girl.. he seemed to be enjoying it. he was smiling hard and looking down at her like he knew her or something. i then see the girl turn around and kissed him. he didn't even look like he wanted to pull back. i stood there in shock. i couldn't believe what i was actually seeing.
my head was spinning already from the amount of alcohol i had. i couldn't drive myself home, i was too drunk. i unlocked my phone almost crying at the picture of jack and i that was saved as my wallpaper. once i found the uber app i paid for an uber to pick me up. my heart hurts, and hurts more that im leaving this way.
once i get the notification the uber was here i made my way outside. until i bumped into johnson. "sorry savs, wait savs where are you going?? why are you crying?" he says holding on my arm. i shook my head and looked away. "don't worry about it johnson, have a good night. tell nicole i love her and i'll see her at home." i said before pulling away.
i get into the car, and just tears started to pour down. the uber driver kept asking if i was okay, luckily she was nice and didn't ask questions because i would've ranted to a stranger. she finally made it to my apartment, i give her a twenty dollar tip because i felt bad for causing her trouble.
i made my way up to my apartment, unlocking it and locking it again once im in. i'm lost at words right now. jack and i were doing so good together, what was it that i lacked for him to do this? am i really damaged goods? am i really that clueless? did i really think a guy would like me and respect me after dealing with julian?
my heart felt broken once again. i walked into my bathroom and washed my face. once i was done i went to my closet to change into a hoodie and sweatpants. it's currently 11:30 pm, the sober me would be asleep by now but drunk me heightens my emotions and it's not letting me sleep.
i lock my room door which i never do but i don't want anyone bothering me. i closed my eyes until i finally felt asleep.
*jacks pov*
savannah just told me she was going to go to the bathroom, and while she did i went to grab myself another drink. i hadn't drank this much in a while since we haven't had parties lately. as i was going to walk away from the kitchen, i see her. i never thought i'd see her again after we broke up.
madison. she looked the same, beautiful. she walks up to me and smiles. "hey jack. you look good." she says whispering in my ear. it brought me shivers. the same shivers i'd get with savannah. fuck. savannah. i'm with her and i like her, only her. i can't fall into madison's trap again.
"remember this song jack? we use to dance to it all the time." she says pulling me to where everyone was dancing. it was passion fruit by drake.. we would listen to this all the time and dance to it. she began to dance on me and at first it felt nice. then i started to feel guilt. she noticed i was dancing along. so she kissed me. for some reason i couldn't find myself pulling away.
then the guilt started eating me up, i can't do this to savannah. this would ruin what we have. i don't want to lose that with her. she means the world to me. i pulled away, "what the fuck madison. why did you just do that? we aren't together??" i said shouting at her. she looked at me and smirked. "you think i didn't see you with your little girlfriend? i felt nothing but jealousy. you are mine." she said. "no i'm not, we are done and been done for two years now. leave me alone and get out of my life." i shouted at her before walking away.
i realized savannah had been gone for a while. i really hope she didn't see this. as i was looking for her johnson came up to me. "dude what did you do savs?" he said shoving me. "what do you mean? where is she? did you see her?" i said panicking. maybe she saw us. i can't believe this is happening.
"i accidentally bumped into her on her way out. she was crying and shaking jack. what did you do??" he said shouting. julia looked at me pissed. "i think she saw me with madison." i said. johnson's eyes grew big and walked away. i watched as he walked up to madison screaming at her and kicking her out. this started a big commotion which caused nicole to come up to us.
"guys what's going on??" she said. she was a little drunk but sober enough to realize savannah isn't here. "where is savannah?" she said. i looked down, "she ubered home. i bumped into her and saw she was crying. she didn't let me stop her." johnson said. nicole looked at me and she looked at me for answers. "jack what did you do to her?" she said.
"i think she saw my ex kiss me." i said. she gasped and shoved me. "jack you promised me you would never hurt her! even after all she's been there, you do this??" she shouts. she pushed threw the crowd to grab savannah's keys and got into her car.
i know i ruined my chances with savannah but i want to try and fix this. i can't lose her, i made her a promise that i thought i'd never break. i need her back.
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Clueless / jg
Фанфикa girl named savannah lives with her best friend nicole, they recently graduated high school. savannah is still healing from heart break mean while nicole is planning on setting her up with someone ..