intoxicated s.p.

Ch. 48

I shook my head at Leah. "I can't say that. I need a way to tell all the guys. I mean how do you announce something like this?"

"Duh! A YouTube video!" Andrea said.

"I guess.. I mean I don't think Kian and the guys would want to find out this way." I picked up my phone unlocking it. "I'll text them, ask them to meet us at my place. We can announce it there."

"I guess. Sure." Leah shrugged. You could tell she was having a hard time with this.

"Let's go." I said grabbing her hand.

When we arrived at our apartment Kian and Jc were there with Wishbone and Hazel. I greeted the dogs and gave my brother and our best friend hugs.

"So what was so urgent?" Jc asked.

"We-I need to wait for everyone to get here."

And just like that Ricky, Trevor, Lia, Sam and Jenn were here. Connor kind of lost connection with us after the tour. He was being distant.

"So, uh this isn't exactly the easiest thing to say or do to be honest. Recently I have gotten lots of calls and emails for different companies." I paused looking at everyones faces, different emotions were displayed. "One company in-particularly, a modeling company."

Everyone's expression got happy and excited. Everyone was so happy for me and congratulating me.

"You see there's a downside. Uh the company wants me in uh New York, by the end of the month."

Shock was displayed around the room and Andrea was soothingly rubbing my back for support. I saw the sadness and I started crying thinking of leaving everyone. Sam, shaking his head, got up and left the apartment.

I looked up hearing the door slam and looked at Leah. "Lee,"

"I'll go find him."

Kian was the first to speak after a long silence. "Sis, I'm honestly so happy for you. I'll miss you so much."

I smiled and we got up and hugged each other. The only thing to hear was my sniffling. Soon after Kian and I were hugging it became a group hug. Jc and Andrea were first to join and then the rest of the clan just got up and hugged me. Hazel was jumping at us and barking while Wishbone just sat on the beanbag.

"I love you guys," I whispered. "You mean the world to me and you guys have never stopped being there for me. Ever."

"We love you Megan." Jenn said.

We broke out of the group hug and I wiped my tears. We all sat down on the floor together and Jc smiled at me.

"Now why are we all dragging our sad asses around. We'll send you out Jc and Kian style. We're gunna have a party."

Kian and Jc smirked and I started laughing through my tears and hugged the both of them. "Just to let you both know you're my moving team."

They both stopped hugging me and looked at me dead in the eye.

"No way."

"Not gunna happen." Jc said in that weird voice him and Kian always do.

Sam walked through the door and smiled at me sitting on the floor next to Jc.

Hazel sat on my lap and I looked a them. "Please," I pouted. "I mean I guess I could have Zach help me move then."

"No fucking way." Kian said as Sam said, "Absolutely not."

"Well then it looks like I have my three amigos helping me move then?"

They slumped their shoulders. "I guess."

"Good, now lets plan that party!"

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After two days of planning we were at Jc and Kian's house for the party. All of my closest friends and some of the guys friends were here.

I was wearing a black and gold sparkly bustier kind of crop top with black jeans and black heeled booties. I walked around with my red solo cup saying hi to everyone and thank you for coming. Typical things to say for a going away party I guess.

I spotted Sam standing with his friend Crawford Collins and I quickly ran up to him. Crawford saw me approaching and smiled.

"Megan!"

"Hey Crawfish." I joked and hugged him.

"So sad to hear you're moving to New York. Hey but I also heard theres some really cute boys there." He smirked.

I laughed and playfully nudged his shoulder. "No, I'm not looking for boys right now. I'm focusing on my career."

"I get it, I get it."

"Would you mind if I stole Sam real quick?"

"Not at all!"

I smiled and grabbed Sam's hand taking him outside. I went close to the road because of the noise from the party and sat on the rock wall near the mailbox.

"We never got to talk when I kinda said I was leaving,"

"I'm sorry for running off like that it was immature." He said sitting next to me.

"Why'd you run off?"

"I, I guess I got scared and I thought this is what you felt when I moved. My stomach dropped and I knew I was gunna cry,"

"But we were dating when you were leaving."

"But that doesn't mean I don't love you anymore. I've beaten myself up everyday thinking of what I put you through when you told me. If you leave I felt like I would never get to fix what I did."

"You had chances to fix it before, why now? Why when I get a huge chance you want to try to make me stay."

Sam tensed next to me. "I never said that."

"You're implying it."

"Megan I'm beyond excited for you. You're going to chance your dream and I'm going to watch you but I will still hurt knowing that you're far away and we never got to fix us."

I stood up. "There is no us Sam! We're over. I tried to fix us, so many times. You never did. You watched me beat myself up, I didnt leave my apartment because I was so ashamed, hell I left the tour because I knew no one wanted me there."

"Megan, you're drunk just sit down."

"No. No way, You made me ashamed to be myself and not to mention Zach cheated on me but he did it because he knew that I still loved you but its over Sam. Over."

I turned around and marched back into the house ready to drink my thoughts away.

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