-MEGAN'S P.O.V-Me and Con walked home holding hands almost like a couple but we both knew that we weren't. When we walked into the house everyone got right to business and went to bed. Jc went to the guest room. Trevor and Ricky are sleeping on the couches. Andrea went upstairs to Kian's room with him. Leah, Cam and Mike are sleeping in another guest room and me and Connor went to my room. I walked in and closed the door. I took off my shoes and walked to my closet. "Here are a pair of Kian's sweats." I said and handed them to Connor. "Thanks." He said. "No problem." I said looking for my pj's. I grabbed black spandex and a white tang top. I took off my shirt and went to put on my tang top but Connor interrupted me. "Hey Meg what are you doing!" Connor asked. "My backs towards you. Hush." I said. I put on the tang top and went into the bathroom to change pants. I walked back in my room and saw Connor standing there shirtless. "Like what you see?" He said. "Yep. Now let's go to bed." I said jokingly. He laughed and asked, "Where am I sleeping." "In my bed come on." I said and lied down. He came and lied next to me. I lied my head on his chest. "Thanks again. Tonight was amazing." I said. "No problem. And you're amazing." He said. "Oh stop you." I said blushing. "Make me." He said jokingly. "If I kiss you will you stop." I said laughing. "Mhm." He said. I lifted my head from his chest and leaned up. We kissed again for the second time tonight. Then I lied my head back on his chest and he securely wrapped his arms around my waist. "Goodnight Connor." I said yawning. "Goodnight Meg." He said back. And I fell into a deep sleep.
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I woke up the next morning to what seemed like flashing lights. "What the hell." I mumbled. I opened my eyes to see Ricky and Andrea standing there with their cameras. "What are you doing!" I whisper yelled. "You guys looked adorable I'm sorry!" Andrea said. "Shh!" I said but, Connor still stirred. I tightened his grip around my waist and opened his eyes. He looked at Ricky and Andrea. "Ricky! What are you doing! Get out!" Ricky's eyes widened and he walked out of the room fast. Andrea smiled awkwardly and left. I looked up at him. "Hi." I said. "Hey wanna go have breakfast?" Connor suggested. "Yeah." I said. I pulled off the covers and walked over to my closet. I put on a sweatshirt and walked back over to Connor. "Let's go." I said. We walked down and I sat next to Leah. "Hey." "Hi. Today I have to talk to Sam.." I sighed. "You'll be fine." Leah said. "I don't know if I'm ready to talk to him." I said. "Than don't." Cam said. "I can't just ditch him." I said. "Reschedule." Mike said. "Guys its not that easy!" I said getting over stressed. I got up to go see Andrea for help. "Andrea I need you." I said glumly. The boys looked at me questionably. "Meg you alright?" Kian asked. "Sure." I said avoiding eye contact. I looked at Andrea with pleading eyes. "An?" I asked again. "Awh honey I'm coming." She said getting of Kian. He kissed her cheek and I heard him whisper, "Tell me later." She nodded and walked over. I grabbed her hand and walked her into the spare living room. "Andrea.." I said and threw myself on the couch. "Your afraid aren't you." She stated. "I'm nervous." I said. "Meg look at me. If he liked you as much as he said he did than one why didn't he kiss YOU in the first place and two why would he go ask out another girl." She said. I felt my heart break a little when she said that. "Andrea I know its wrong but I still like him. Even though I'm beyond pissed at him at the moment." I said sitting up and putting my head in my hands. "Listen. You have Connor. You need to either focus on the present or stay in the past that's not my choice. I'm only saying this because I love you, but, you should move on.." Thats when I broke down into tears. How can you move on from someone you've loved sense you were 11. "Aw. Meg I'm sorry." She said. Then Kian, Connor, Leah, and Jc came in and saw me. I curled into fetal position on the couch and just cried. Andrea smoothed my hair while Kian came over and picked me up. He put me on his lap and hugged me. "Meg I know you still like Sam and that's okay. Lets just calm down and if you want you can go with Sam another time. If you want I'll even come with you just like old times. Just please stop crying." He whispered into my hair. I sniffled and whipped my tears. "I'll go call Sam." I said. I hugged Kian and Andrea and walked past the others upstairs to my room. I grabbed my phone and dialed him number. "It's now or never. No more living in the past." I said to myself while the phone rang.
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Fanficbeing the younger sister of a youtube megastar has it's perks, she's always had feelings for his best friend, staring at him from a distance but when her dreams become reality, she becomes intoxicated with the idea of them together.