-MEGANS P.O.V-
I listened to the phone ring until I heard the voice. The voice that broke my heart. "Hello?" a female voice answered. It was Mackenzie. Of course. Insert eye roll here. "Hi. Is Sam there?" I asked hesitantly. "Uh.. Babe?!" I heard her call out. "He said he can't talk right now." She said. "Just. Just uh please tell him I called." I said and instantly hung up. Tears brimmed my eyes threatening to fall. He said he would talk to me and now he just ignores me. Also fricken Mackenzie shouldn't have answered I would have rather go to voicemail. I let out a shaky sigh and lied my head on my pillow. The boy that was once my everything is slowly fading away right in front of me. I lightly cried into my pillow thinking of how rude I was to him. 'Your not worth his time anyway.' I thought to myself. Soon I was curled into a ball sobbing into my knee thinking of what we could've been and how I ruined everything. Sam kept calling but I ignored all his calls. I just lied there and cried. I cried myself into a nap and dreamed about life could be.
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I woke up and walked into my bathroom. My eyes were red and puffy but I didn't care. I just wanted to talk to Kian. I walked downstairs. Kian got up off the couch immediately and walked up to me. "You okay?" He asked. I shook my head no and began crying again. He hugged me. "What happened?" He asked. "Well I called Sam a-and Mackenzie answered and said Sam c-couldn't talk. I said okay and hung up and I just wanted to talk to him. He was right there too! K-kian.." I said sobbing into his shoulder. "Alright alright. Then what?" He asked. "Then I started to cry and I cried myself to sleep and Sam called three times." I said trying to calm down. "Did you answer him.." Kian said seriously. "No.. but I-" I sighed. "I just don't wanna be here anymore..." I said looking down. "That's it. That's it I'm done with this shit. Give me your phone." Kian said getting mad. "Kian no please he-" "Megan Rose Lawley give me the phone!" He yelled. I flinched, looked down and gave him my phone. This was a battle I wasn't going to win so I gave up. Kian dialed some number, probably Sam's, and angrily stormed out of the room. My life is literally falling apart.
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WHAT THE HECK I TYPED SO MUCH OF THIS AND HALF OF IT DELETED AND UPLOADED THE OTHER HALF!! I JUST REWROTE ALL PF THIS SO OKAY ILY ALL!!! COMMENT IDEAS ALSO SHOULD I DO SHORT CHAPTERS AND UPDATE MORE OR DO YOU LIKE THE WHOLE WAIT A WHILE LONG CHAPTER????
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Fanficbeing the younger sister of a youtube megastar has it's perks, she's always had feelings for his best friend, staring at him from a distance but when her dreams become reality, she becomes intoxicated with the idea of them together.
