intoxicated s.p.

Ch. 34

I woke up early the next morning. One reason only. My brothers moving. Kian's leaving. I put on leggings with one of Kian's hoodies. Sam was still asleep so I walked over and sat next to his waist.

"Sam. It's morning do you want to say goodbye to Kian?"

"Mm yeah give me five minutes. I'll be right down."

I said okay and gently kissed his cheek. I walked down the stairs slowly. Everyones probably asking where my parents are and they go away every summer to our summer house, Kian and I stayed home this year.

Jc and Ricky sitting down at the table. I walk over to them and hug them. When I hug Jc I latch on to him. They boys have practically been here all month. I know it's only the end of June but I've grown so close to them.

"You better not cry." He whispered into my ear.

"I thought you knew me better." I laughed as I started crying.

I squeezed him tighter and mumbled, "I'll be so alone." He squeezed me and rubbed my back. Someone walked into the room and said hi to Ricky the. walked over to Jc and I. That person wrapped their arms around my waist and I turned around. Sam was standing there sleepily with just a pair of pajama pants on.

"What are we gunna do with you baby?"

I shrugged, "Leave me and let me be depressed?"

"Don't you dare ever say that. We will all always be here for you." Sam said.

I shook my head no and hugged Jc again. I'm guessing Kian and Connor walked in and sat down because Sam was talking to someone who sounded a lot like Kian.

"She's going to get depressed again." Sam stated.

"Sam, she won't. She can't. It was a dark stage but now she has you." Kian said.

"Jc please don't let me be alone ever again." I hugged him tightly.

"I won't. I promise." He said.

"Alright let's hit the road." Ricky said.

"No." I said and hugged Jc tighter.

"Come on." Jc said and leaned down.

I got on his back and he carried me outside. We got to Ricky's car and he put me down. I said good bye to Ricky first.

"Oh Rickster." I said hugging him.

"Megster. It's going to be dull without you."

I smiled a little. "Promise to text me everyday?"

"Promise."

He got in the drivers seat and my heart ached a little more. I turned to Connor. I smiled remembering our short times. Cuddling up on the hill, partying, six flags.

"Con da bon." I hugged him.

"Meg." He hugged me tight.

"I'll miss you. Promise not to become all big and mature without me?" I smirked.

"Promise." He laughed. We hugged one last time and he leaned on the car with a few tears down his face.

Now Jc. Big brother Jc. My literal other half. Jc was already crying and I now was uncontrolled sobbing. I placed my hands over my mouth. He came over to me and grabbed me into a hug.

"Jc I can't do this. I know it's only for a couple days till tour but I can't." I cried.

"Meg you have to promise to stay strong. Please."

"I'm so sorry I can't promise that."

"Meg." He began to cry a little harder.

"You're all leaving and then after the tour ends what happens to me?"

"You move closer to us." He tried to smile.

"Soon Jc. Soon."

I let go of him and he had to sit in the car to calm himself. I turned to Kian. Connor had gotten into the car and Sam was leaning against the car saying bye to Jc.

"KiKi." I sobbed. "No.."

"Meg." He said and hugged me tight. "I can't believe this is happening."

"Kian this is going to be so hard. I'll be alone in that house for two more months."

"You will move to LA before you know it."

"Oh my god this is happening." I said and squeezed him tighter.

"Tell me if Sam screws up. I'll beat the shit out of him." He tried to lighten the mood.

"I think you should go." I said and hugged him.

"I'll call you when we get there to show you the house." He smiled and walked to the car. I stood in place and watched him slide in next to Jc. Sam stepped back and let them drive out. They waved and honked the horn and I couldn't move. I felt stuck. I fell to my knees and sobbed as they were out of sight. Sam ran over and picked me up. He carried me inside and lied me down on the couch. He went into the kitchen and came back a couple seconds later with some water and snacks. He set me on his lap and sobbed into his chest.

We watched movies all night and ended up falling asleep on the couch. Jc called me at 3:00 pm and a slowly crawled away from Sam and answered the call.

"Hello?" I answered groggily.

"Hey Meg how ya doin?"

"Do you want the honest answer or?"

"I'm sorry. We miss you. Hopefully you come visit soon."

"Maybe.." I sighed.

"Kian's doing ok, a little sad but excited to finally be in LA."

I smiled. "That's great. Tell him not to worry about me. I'm going to be fine. It's just a bump in the road."

I walked over to my back door and looked outside. The sun was still up and there were birds flying in the sky.

"Listen Meg, we're going out to dinner, I will have Kian FaceTime you when we get back so you can see the house."

"Okay, have fun. Love you guys." I said and hung up the phone.

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Once again short chapter. This story is probably going to end soon so be prepared.

btw I went to Digi MA this weekend and it was amazing!!!

but Love you all❤️❤️

Emma🐌