intoxicated s.p.

Ch. 32

It was now 11 and we had woken up everyone but Sam. No one wanted to wake him up. They knew he would be angry. I sighed and looked at everyone.

"I'm not waking him up, I'm not talking to him for a while. But I'm going to get ready, I'm going out." I said.

My phone buzzed and I looked down.

Text Message: Cam😆👦: Be there in 15 minutes. Be ready.

I quickly ran upstairs and into my room. I ran into the bathroom and took a quick shower that was about 7 minutes. I don't know how I did that. I wrapped a towel around my body and walked out of my bathroom and saw Sam lying in bed looking at my phone.

"You're going out with Cam again?"

I was going to ignore him because we weren't talking. I wasn't ready. I still need to think. Its been one day. I grabbed underwear and a bra and walked back into the bathroom. I slipped them on and walked out. They were basically like a bathing suit so I didn't care if Sam saw me like this. He's seen me like this before.

Sam was standing outside the door when I opened it. I stopped and looked him in the eyes. He looked down at my body and mumbled.

"Oh god."

I pushed him out of the way annoyed. I walked over to my closet and picked out some flowy pants and a white crop top. I walked over to my makeup table and heard my phone buzz.

"Cam said he's here."

"Tell him to come inside and up to my room."

I applied concealer, a light bb cream, mascara and a pink lipstick. I put my wet hair in a ponytail and searched for shoes.

"Hey Meg. Sam." Cam said entering my room.

I turned around startled and got up and ran into his arms. "Cammy!"

I felt hands on my waist pick me up and take me away from Cam placing me on the ground. I turned around and glared at Sam.

"Still dating." He said.

"Just friends." I said putting on my white flip flops.

I grabbed my phone and wallet and walked outside not bothering to go near Kian knowing he's still mad at me.

To Rickster💖: if anyone asks im out with cam!

From Rickster💖: Be safe! And what kind of cake?

To Rickster💖: vanilla or like a marble cake is fine.

Cam turned up the music and we drove to the mall.

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"So he didn't even bring it up?" Cam asks eating his sub from Subway.

"Nope, he totally ignored anything about it till I confronted him." I said biting into my sub.

We were sitting in the food court taking a break from shopping. I had told him why Sam and I were not on best terms and he couldn't believe Sam.

"And you guys are still dating?"

"Yeah, I guess. I mean I love him and all but I can't believe he would do this. The tours coming soon and I'm the only girl there. Besides in Hawaii. Leah and Andrea and Shelby will be there but I'm just afraid to confront him."

"I totally understand you but you should tell him how you feel. Talk to him like on the flight or something. Maybe even right when you get to the hotel. Don't let him ruin your birthday or vacation."

"Oh my god! You're missing my birthday! You have to come to Hawaii now!" I said pouting.

"I can ask but I'm not promising. Plus we will probably see you after Hawaii."

"I guess." I sighed.

We threw out our trash and I looked at him carrying all my bags.

"I have to go to Victoria Secret. Promise not to be weirded out?" I smirked.

"Promise." He said laughing.

I walked in and grabbed some new bras and underwear to try on. I walked into the dressing room. I tried on a cheetah bra and matching panties. I wasn't thrilled about my image. I didnt have a flat stomach or a big ass. I had chunky thighs and a weird face shape but everyone else seemed to see me as perfect.

I'm not perfect. I look in the mirror and see a broken girl that was fixed and dropped again. I see scars on my thighs and get upset that I ever let myself get to that point. Never again did I reach that point.

A knock on the door startled me. "You okay Meg?"

"Yep. I will be right out!" I cheerfully said.

I got changed and walked out. I paid for that stuff and two new bathing suits.

"I never got to tell you but you look really nice today." Cam said as I handed the lady my credit card.

"Aw thank you." I said and kissed his cheek.

"Are y'all dating?" The lady asked.

"Oh no no. I have a boyfriend." I said.

"Oh my I'm sorry." She laughed.

We walked out and I glanced at Cam.

"So Cam. Any lady friends?"

"Kinda. I've been talking to Emily."

"Oh my god you have to date her! You would be so cute together!"

"Nah, I don't really like her. I mean I don't know she's pretty and all but I really just want to be friends."

"That sucks. I will find you a girl. I know it." I smirked.

"Yeah whatever." He said unlocked his car and placing my bags in the trunk.

We drove home and when we pulled into the drive way I texted Sam.

To Babe💋: i have bags in the trunk. get them please? 💘

From Babe💋: yeah. b right out. love you.

I sighed and walked into the house. Sam walked towards me grabbed my purse off my shoulder and kissing my cheek before walking out to get my bags. I turned to Cam shocked and he just shrugged. We walked into the kitchen and saw Kian sitting there sweaty along with Connor, Ricky and Jc.

"Long day?" I asked.

"Totally. Kian has a lot of shit." Jc said.

"Trust me I know. Has anyone talked to Andrea. I want to look into apartments soon." I said grabbing Cam and I waters.

"You're gunna move out?" Kian asked.

"Yeah. I either want to live alone or with like Andrea or Leah." I said sitting on the counter.

Sam walked back into the kitchen empty handed and walked over to me standing between my legs back facing me. I placed my hands on my knees and Sam just laced him hand with one of mine and kissed the top of it. I gave Cam another weird look and now he knew what I was talking about. He shook his head yeah. I knew that meant yeah I have to talk to him now.

I sighed and leaned down to Sam ear. "Can we talk?" I whispered.

He nodded and turned around picking me up off the counter and placing me on the ground. He took my hand and pulled me outside. I sighed and sat down. I looked up at him and started to talk.

"Listen I've been thinking about you moving and I think that..."

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