intoxicated s.p.

Ch. 38

LISTEN TO ALMOST LOVER BY JASMINE THOMPSON

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I sat down on the grass and put my head in my hands and cried. Jarred and Angelina sat on either side of me and hugged me. I couldn't hold myself together. I needed someone here for me at moments like this. Leah, Andrea, Kian, Jc, well, Sam mostly.

"Where's my phone?" I tried to ask through my sobs.

"It's right here, Sam called you." Angelina said.

I nodded and opened my phone calling Jc. He picked up on the third ring and I could hear the smile in his voice.

"Hello?"

"J-jc?"

"Meg? Meg are you okay?"

"Jc I can't stop crying, h-he left only ten minutes ago and I can't stop crying." I sobbed to him.

"Meg, you need to breathe. Are you okay? Do you need me to come get you?" He asked worried.

"Where's Kian?" I whispered.

"He's here hold on." He said and I heard him running up stairs. I heard him mumbling to Kian, "Sam just left, she's not doing good, at all."

Kian mumbled shit and grabbed the phone. "Megan, Megan are you okay?"

"No." I said and Jarred rubbed my back for comfort.

"Megan do you need me to come and get you?"

"I'm alone.." I whispered.

"Shit. I knew this would happen. Megan where are you?"

"Sitting in Sam's lawn with Jarred and Angelina."

"Can you put your phone on speaker or give the phone to Jarred." He asked worriedly.

I nodded even though he couldn't see me. I put it on speaker and Jarred said hello.

"Jarred is she okay? Should I come get her?"

"Um well she's uncontrollably crying and shaking, I don't think you need to come get her, we can drive her if you want." He offered.

"Just go back to my house, have Angelina get her some clothes and all her stuff she wants for a night and just drive her here if you could."

"No! no no no. Please I don't wanna leave home, I just want to sit in bed and cry, please. I don't want to go anywhere. I'm alone, and that's okay. I've been alone before." I cried.

"Megan don't do this on me, you need to stay strong, please."

"Kian, I-I can do this. I have to, how else will I be able to learn to be stable."

"Just for one night Meg, you come and stay with me. You can see the house too."

"Kian, I'm suppose to hang out with Andrea and Leah tonight."

He sighed, "Please just call me in an hour."

"I love you."

"I love you too. You can do this."

Then the line went dead. My phone buzzed in my hand and I looked down and saw Sam's name. I looked at Jarred and he told me to just answer it and I shook my head no. I put my phone down and lied back in the grass.

"Hello?" Jarred said. "Uh yeah shes with me. Uh she can't really talk right now."

I heard Sam's voice on the phone yell, "What do you mean she can't talk. Jarred I-I need to talk to her. I made a wrong decision by leaving."