Tired

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I'm so tired
Tired of pain
Tired of stress
Tired of hell
Tired of loneliness
I just want salvation
I just want happily ever after
I just want out

My life looks bleak
I want out of that bleakness
Out of that isolation
Out of that pain
Out of that gloom
I just want out
Is that so much to ask?

How much more do I endure?
How much more do I fight?
How much longer do I wait?
When will you let me move on?
When will you let me go home?
When will you let me be happy?
When can I not be crushed by gloom?
When will I get my happily after?
Is sadness really meant to be a constant?
When I'm all alone and thinking
When I'm not keeping busy?

Is this my future?
Is this my life?
Is this all I’ll, see?
Is my hope misguided?
Is all I see all there is?

Will people forever be a source?
Will I forever be dependent?
Will I never find my sun?
Will I never be free?

Am I fighting in vain?
Am I hoping in vain?
Am I living in vain?
Am I surviving for nothing?

God I just want out
When can I get out?
Is doom and gloom all I have?
Why am I here?
Why am I me?
Why does this heaviness suffocate?
Will I soon lose the will to live?

I want to go home
Please let me go home
I've been missing a home for so long
Don't I deserve a home?
Don't I deserve to be happy?
I just want freedom
Thats all
I just want happiness
Thats all

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