The Unbreakable Barrier

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I feel a wall isolating me from the world.
I feel a wall blocking everything out
I feel a wall that stops me from adjusting
I feel a wall and I can't see it, but I've never met a stronger wall

I feel like I don't belong
I feel like I'll forever be alone
I feel like my road is dark and dreary
I feel like I'll never belong
It’s a sad feeling not belonging
It’s a sad feeling being alone but it's all I have

I'm the anomaly, the person who walks alone
The person who won't know love
The person who won't know companionship
The person who won't know friendship
The person who won't know family
It’s a strange feeling for I'm surrounded by love, yet I still feel like I’m alone
It’s a stupid feeling cause I have it all
I have it all, but I still feel alone
I still feel alien
I still feel like I don't belong in this world
And why would I because I've never met a stranger girl.

A girl as shunned as me
A girl who just goes against everything society stands for.
A girl so useless
A girl so different
A girl who will never be chosen first

I'm alone and I walk alone
I won't ever belong for long
The barrier will always separate me
The barrier will always block out love
I don't belong
never have, never will
I walk alone
Always have, always will
I'm alone
Always have been, always will be
The barrier is unbreakable
I can't jump over it
Break through it
Or go around it
Nothing will ever break the barrier

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