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Lisa is a renowned and experienced psychologist who is alwa...
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Pov Roseanne Park Continued 1 day earlier
I folded the fifth piece of paper on the table, closing it with a letter sticker, and stared at the small pile, sighing heavily. I threw the other papers in the garbage can, it took me a while to write without making mistakes or wetting the pages with my crying.
How was it possible to feel nothing and feel everything at the same time? I was too tired to try to understand everything again.
I took a shower and walked to Suzy's room, dried my hair and applied light makeup to my eyes. I opened her wardrobe, taking my time to find my favorite set of clothes, a dress and a sweatshirt. I managed to find the two blue pieces and put them on, taking the paper with Lisa's address and putting it in my pocket.
I started looking for money in Suzy's room and found a few dollars in a little box. I took the bills and left her letter on her bed.
I put on the same sneakers I had been wearing and left her house, noticing that the sun had already disappeared from the sky.
- Can you take me to this address? - I said, handing him the small piece of paper.
- Sure, let's go. - He handed it back to me and started driving.
I watched the scenery outside, people coming and going in a hurry, after all it was the middle of the week, I always envied people who managed to work or study, something so simple that I couldn't do it, my crises started when I was very young which prevented me from continuing at school, working even worse, everything I had and my treatments were paid for by my parents, so they had to sell the car and the house, now they lived in rent.
- Are you all right? - The driver asked, looking at my sad face.
- Yes, it is. - I forced a smile, thinking again.
All of this was unfair, especially to them, after all, as my father said, it seemed like it would never end, that I wouldn't get better and that was true, I was still there for them, I was fully aware of the pain I would cause everyone who loved me.
But I reached a point where it didn't matter anymore, it was cruel to think that the first time I put myself first it was simply so that I wouldn't exist anymore, it was ironic.
After a few minutes we arrived at the place, I paid the taxi driver and had a few dollars left over.
He stopped in front of a building, a very nice one by the way, I was sure of the last person I wanted to see, inexplicably I had acquired a huge affection for Lisa, she had put her career at risk, after all if Jisoo wasn't her best friend what she did for me that day in the hospital could bring her a lot of trouble.
