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Lisa is a renowned and experienced psychologist who is alwa...
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By Roseanne Park
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To my parents
I want to start by apologizing for leaving, I know the pain I'll leave in you forever and I hope that one day you'll be able to forgive me for what I've done, I'm not going to say that life will be better without me because I know it won't be for you, but I want you to know that I tried for years to stay alive because of the love I felt for you mom and dad, but I had to put an end to all this suffering, I love you from the bottom of my soul, that's why I left my body at our house so that you could say goodbye in a dignified way, I'm also sorry for the way I decided to do this, it was the least painful idea I could think of, I hope that your life will continue, please don't stop living because I decided to leave, from your daughter Roseanne Park.
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My best friend
I know I've scared you many times with my countless letters, but I promise this will be the last, you were the friend who tried the hardest to keep me here, alive, and I hope you'll forgive me one day too, I just want you to know that you were one of the reasons I chose to fight for so long, live knowing that you did everything you could, I love you too much Jen.
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Suzy
I'm sorry maybe I stole a few dollars, I know the pain I'll leave in you when I go and as much as no one in my family understood how important you were, I understand that you are and always have been, because you were the only person with whom I could be myself, without pretense whether it was good or bad, I love you thank you for loving me too and instead of condemning, kissing all my scars.
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To my sister and friend
Hi Alice, forgive me for leaving you alone, it's incredible to think that even though we have our differences we've always gotten along very well, thank you for letting me sleep in your room with you so many times, and for listening to me cry for hours so many times too, I wasn't an easy sister I know that, but even so you were always there I love you and I need to make a request, take care of Dad and Mom for me, I know I'm going to rip a big part of them off but you're still there, thank you for everything.
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Lisa
You were the last person to see me before I left, I chose you because I wanted to have this memory with me forever, I have no idea where we'll go after we die but I hope that there I'll still be able to remember you, I know I was a case that took your sleep and maybe even your peace, but I want you to know that you were the only psychologist who saw beyond my problem, please don't think that you failed or anything, I just didn't have a way anymore, I hope that my case helps you with other people like me, who experience enormous suffering every day, I fell in love with you, I know it's crazy, I felt a connection that I hadn't had with anyone in a long time, thank you for being the last, first and last person to take me in.
Love Rose
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I want to dedicate this story to all the people who like me live in a battle against their own mind, all the crises described in this story I have already had, but unlike our dear character I managed to fight and find the light, I hope that everyone who goes through this can also find it in the end.
