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Lisa is a renowned and experienced psychologist who is alwa...
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Pov Lalisa Manoban
I walked to Rose's grave where there were several flowers still fresh, I smelled the bouquet in my hands, I had chosen blue flowers, her favorite color.
After Rose's family read the letter she had left for everyone, they understood a little of the pain she was feeling, having found her body bleeding in her own bathtub, I couldn't imagine the pain it was to see a child in that situation, Rose's mother spent hours begging her to come back, apologizing. Even Jisoo was completely shaken by the situation, I could see that she felt a little guilty.
Only there did her family and friends understand the pain she was feeling, I wouldn't say understand really, because only those who have felt it can really understand, they understood and forgave her.
And that was the reason I went to college, the reason I spent many nights awake studying and studying, the reason I was able to bring some relief to so much pain, Rose wasn't the first patient I had lost but she was the one that hurt the most, because I knew that everyone had made her condition worse.
And it would be very unfair to blame Jisoo or his parents for that, they were trying to do what they thought was right, we all had the same purpose, to help Rose with her pain.
And we all failed, maybe in the future I would receive another case like hers and be able to help in the way I would like.
To think that she chose to spend her last night with me, that I saw and kissed all her scars. I wiped away a few tears that rolled down my cheeks, I wish I had been able to heal her, maybe we could have been something, but she wasn't here anymore.
I felt an icy wind hit my bare arms, that place brought peace and pain at the same time, how was that possible?
I left the cemetery and got into my car. As I started it, my cell phone rang.
- Hello?
- Hi Lisa, it's Leah.
Leah was the person who gave me the cases.
- Go ahead.
- I have a case of a teenage girl, three psychologists have already rejected it.
- How many hospitalizations?
- 4.
- I'm on my way to the office, you can leave it on my desk.
I hung up my cell phone and continued on my way, there were still a lot of people for me to help.
