I've been drifting in between the tumultuous waves stirred by my job and I'm getting sick. Constantly having to resolve problems that aren't mine to solve. Well I do love a challenge and am always ready with a solution. But what stirs the frustration and intolerance in my heart is how my supervisor and senior can simply dump the clinic's issues onto me and create even more problems just for me to solve. On top of that, dangling my income in front of me like a carrot laced with a sickly sweet coating of a valuable "learning experience".
Prior to today, I had already planned to leave this sinking ship, but made a self-proclaimed statement that I would only leave when things are going well and stable.
How foolish I am.
Today, I have come to the decision to leave by the end of May and whether my clinic's ship continues to float or sink is simply not my problem. From the very beginning, I have done so much and sacrificed so much to support this clinic. Changed unethical and unlawful laws to protect others, rebuilt a fallen empire steered by a ghost leader. But what's the point if I have to bite my tongue and frequently accept vicious words projected by people I supposedly trust?
Communicating my discomfort has never been a challenge for me. It's having to deal with the lies that follow after or hearing that I have to just accept how things are is not a piece of cake I can swallow.
I'm already full from all the backstabbing and betrayal over the near past two years.
There's no looking back now and I no longer want to be a part of this crew. It's time for me to set sail on my own ship and it will be steered by the only being I can trust.
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Broken but not Destroyed
Cerita PendekDo you feel like the whole world is against you? Feeling as though life is such a damn pain and sometimes you just wanna bang your head on a wall or possibly just disappear? if you do, guess we're in the same boat. this is an autobiography of my l...
