~Male crush x male reader~

"I have a question." (fluff)

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Y/N POV:

"Y/N, wait up!"

I turn around at the sound of my name, seeing C/N trying to catch up with me as I walk to school. I stop, smiling as C/N approaches me, panting.

"You are really fast, Y/N."

"Maybe you're just slow."

"Whatever. Anyway, I'm really nervous."

I look at him curiously, tilting my head to the side.

"What for? Is something happening today that you haven't told me about?"

"Well... Yes."

Why did he hesitate? Something's off.

"What is it? If you don't mind me asking, that is."

"I have something to tell my girlfriend. It's pretty big, and I'm scared about how she'll react."

Oh.

"Oh, okay. I'm sure it'll be alright. You guys are close enough and love each other enough that nothing will be able to ruin the relationship you guys have."

Sadly.

"I- oh we're here."

I sigh to myself, mentally preparing myself for having to be around her again.

~*time skip*~

C/N and I walk into the cafeteria from our last class before lunch. He seems to be looking around for something, making me curious.

"Do you see (C/N's girlfriend) anywhere, Y/N? I'm gonna talk to her now."

Oh. Her.

"No, I haven't seen her anywhere."

C/N continues looking for her while my mind races with disappointment and hopelessness. In an effort to distract myself from my thoughts, I start looking for (C/N's girlfriend) with C/N.

"Oh, there she is. I'm gonna talk to her and I'll update you after. Okay?"

Wonderful.

"Alright. Good luck, C/N."

"Thanks."

I hear C/N mutter something under his breath that I don't understand, but I decide to shrug it off. He follows (C/N's girlfriend) into an empty hallway, leaving me alone with my thoughts.

After a few moments of deafening silence, my curiosity gets to me.

I have to know what they're talking about. For my sanity's sake.

C/N POV:

"(C/N's girlfriend)?"

She turns to me, her eyes lighting up at the sight of me. She smiles and walks up to me, wrapping her arm around me.

"Hey, baby! Do you need something?"

This is gonna hurt her so much. I feel horrible already, and I haven't even told her yet.

"Actually, yes I do. I have a question."

"What is it?"

I take a breath before continuing to speak.

"How would you feel if I realized I was actually gay?"

"Well, first off, C/N, I would hope you would come to me first."

Done.

"Alright, what else?"

"I wouldn't wanna keep you in a relationship where you aren't satisfied, so I'd probably end up wanting you to break things off with me."

Shit.

"Okay. Would you have any hard feelings?"

"No, of course not. You can't help who you like. I see no reason to be upset with you for that."

Oh thank god.

"What if I told you that I actually am gay, (C/N's girlfriend)..?"

She sits there silently for a second before taking her arm off of me. She looks up at me, a sad smile on her face.

"Like I said, there aren't any hard feelings. You know what else I said, though."

"Yes, I do."

"Well..?"

I take a breath to compose myself before speaking again.

"(C/N's girlfriend), I think we need to break up."

Y/N POV:

Ohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygod.

I try to hide the smile that forms on my face as I walk away, pretending that I didn't hear any of the conversation between C/N and C/N's girlfriend.

Well, now his ex-girlfriend.

My smile widens at the thought, a bit of pep in my step now that I know i have a chance with C/N.

~*time skip*~

I open my front door, allowing C/N to come in and set his things down at the door. I set mine next to his and run up to my room with him. As soon as we're in, he sits the door behind us and sits on the bed. I decide to sit down next to him, smiling.

"So..."

"Yeah, Y/N?"

"Do you wanna talk about your conversation with your girlfriend earlier?"

Please say yes please say yes.

"I did say I would, so I probably should go through with that."

I adjust the way I'm sitting, looking directly at C/N so he's knows I'm listening.

"I'm just gonna say it outright. I broke up with her today."

My eyes widen with (fake) shock, my eyebrows rising the slightest bit. I look at him with faux concern, urging him to continue.

"Oh no. Why? Did something happen?"

"I came out to her, and she said she didn't want me to be in a relationship where I'm not satisfied, so she said I should probably break up with her."

"Wow... I'm sure that took a lot of guts, C/N. I know you really don't like hurting people's feelings."

We sit in silence for a bit until C/N speaks up, catching me by surprise.

"I have a question, Y/N."

What could this be about?

"Yeah, C/N? What is it?"

C/N bites on his bottom lip, a habit of his when he's anxious.

What about this could make him anxious? Did I do something? Did he do something?

"Will you be my boyfriend, Y/N? Please?"

My heartbeat skyrockets at the question, my stomach filling with butterflies. My thoughts are all over the place as I hastily try to think up a response.

"Absolutely."

C/N smiles softly, finally meeting my eyes as he holds my hands in his. He scoots a bit closer to me on the best, tentatively kissing my cheek with a soft giggle.

Oh my god, he's so cute.

I interlock our fingers together, gently squeezing his hands as I gaze at him lovingly.

Finally.

A/N: This is super short, but so cute! I really liked this idea.