~Male crush x male reader~

Icky (fluff + angst + littlespace)

Anonymous request

A/N 1: reader is trans, and the story is based around a certain function of the female body. If this could possibly trigger you, you shouldn't read this. Otherwise, happy reading.

C/N POV:

I look to the right of me, only to see my boyfriend yawning for the umpteenth time within the past hour. I chuckle lightly, my smile widening when Y/N looks at me with those wide, innocent doe eyes of his.

I love this boy so much. I got so lucky with him.

Y/N rubs his eyes with a sleepy hum, making my heart turn into a puddle in an instant. I carefully reach out and move his hands from his eyes, giving him a warm smile and intertwining his fingers with mine.

"Ready to go to bed, baby?Y/N nods slowly, leaning his head on my shoulder and burying his face in my neck.

I'm going to love him for the rest of our lives.

I wrap my arms around him and give him a kiss on his forehead, helping him to stand from the couch. I keep one of my arms around his waist in an effort to aid in keeping him upright, matching our footsteps so he doesn't miss any steps on my staircase.

Y/N and I reach my room and I open my door for him.

"After you, my love."

"Mmm... Thank you, baby..."

He plops down onto the bed immediately, which is no surprise to me considering his current state. I turn the lights off and climb in behind him, pulling the blanket over us. I wrap an arm around him and lean my forehead against the back of his head, keeping him close to me protectively.

"Goodnight, Y/N. I love you so much."

"G'night..."

As soon as the word's out, Y/N's consciousness follows suit. It doesn't take me very long before I end up doing the same thing.

~*time skip*~

I feel myself waking up, and I let out a small groan, stretching my legs for a moment before blinking my eyes open. I immediately spot Y/N and I grin sleepily, running a hand through my messy hair to somewhat fix it. He's still sound asleep in my arms, peacefully oblivious to everything around us. I smile softly and gently kiss the back of his head, nuzzling my face into his hair.

He's so adorable when he sleeps.

I hold Y/N closer, breathing him in.

I love him so much.

I can't help but stare at him, marveling at how beautiful he looks like this. I gently stroke his hair, my heart feeling full of love & affection.

I'm so lucky to have Y/N as my boyfriend.

Y/N snuggles closer to me in his sleep with a quiet hum of content. A soft blush creeps onto my cheeks at the sight & sound. I tighten my hold on him ever so slightly, feeling him as he relaxes a bit. His body fits just right in my arms, and it makes my heart race.

I love the way he trusts me entirely, even in his sleep... It means the world to me. My sweet baby...

I kiss Y/N's temple gently, my fingers tracing along his jawline as a small smile plays on my lips. I know that he can sleep through almost anything, and I adore that about him. I continue to hold & caress him, content just to remain by his side.

After a few more minutes of cuddling Y/N, I start to feel him quietly whimpering & curling up into himself more in his sleep. I immediately sense that something's wrong. I gently turn him to face me, pulling him closer to my chest.