~Male crush x male reader~

Too Much (fluff+ slight angst)

Solangelo2012 request

There's a small bit of lemon at the beginning, but it doesn't go for very long and it's only there for the sake of the plot.

Y/N POV:

"That's it, just like that, Y/N. You look so perfect like this, all flushed and messy for me."

C/N grins wickedly, continuing to stroke my cock until I'm cumming onto my stomach, some going into his hand. He pulls his hand out, holding up his cum-covered fingers in front of my face.

"Look at all this pretty cum you made for me, baby."

C/N brings his hand to his mouth and licks it clean, humming in satisfaction at the taste. I blush brightly at the sight as he goes back to pounding into me after I already came twice. He grins mischievously, at my expression.

"You're so red and flustered, Y/N. It's so cute."

C/N nuzzles my neck, continuing to thrust into me harshly, his voice heavy with desire. I feel the ache of overstimulation slowly starting to kick in. My eyebrows slightly furrow at the feeling and I bite my lip to try and deal with the pain. He doesn't seem to notice my struggle, simply continuing to pound into me like before.

"You can take it, baby. Just a little more."

I can't really blame him. I haven't said or done the anything to stop him yet.

My eyes screw shut when C/N starts thrusting into me even faster. I feel my heart beginning to race as I try to keep myself from crying from the pain of overstimulation.

"Open your eyes, baby. Look at me while I ruin you."

I can't do this anymore.

I can't seem keep myself together anymore, tears running down my face as I bite back sobs and mutter shakily under my breath, hoping that C/N will hear me without having to talk louder. He leans closer, his ear near my mouth to hear what I'm mumbling. His face softens slightly as he tries to listen closely.

"What was that?"

I look up at C/N and let out a soft sob before muttering a shaky, broken 'pineapple' and letting out another soft sob.

"Pineapple? You're wanting me to stop?"

I nod frantically, struggling to hold back my crying as C/N asks me the question. He pulls out of me, eliciting a gasp of pain from me. He quickly grabs the hem of his shirt and begins cleaning me the best he can, wincing as he looks the marks he left on my body. His face is contorted with guilt & regret.

I cling to C/N tightly and cry into his neck, trying to calm myself down a bit as he starts cleaning me up. He cradles me to his chest, one of his arms wrapped around my waist while the other gently cleans my marked skin. His touch is gentle, tender, the total opposite of how he was a few moments ago. He presses gentle kisses to my forehead, cheeks, and neck, murmuring apologies between each kiss.

I burrow my face into C/N's chest, my only sounds being the occasional sniff or hiccup. He holds me tighter, rocking me back & forth slightly, similarly to a parent trying to soothe a child. He continues to press healing kisses to my skin, peppering my face with affectionate gestures, helping lessen the pain.

"Shhh..."

I slightly relax when C/N starts gently rocking me back & forth and kissing my face, clinging to him a bit more when he shushes me softly. He kisses my forehead, my cheeks, my nose, and finally captures my lips in a soft, chaste kiss. I feel my tears seep into his shirt, the sensation reminding me of how gentle he's capable of being.

I slightly relax into C/N's touch, burrowing my face into his chest and clinging to him. He holds me for a long time, just rocking me back & forth and pressing tender kisses to my face.

Eventually, C/N speaks in a soft, raspy voice, his words muffled against my hair.

"I'm so sorry, baby... I'm so, so sorry..."

I place the softest kiss to C/N's chest and snuggle up to him more, the silent attempt at reassurance being followed by me tracing an imaginary heart on his chest to try and tell him that I love him. He tightens his hold on me, burying his face in my hair. He seems to know what I'm trying to tell him, his voice thick with emotion as he speaks.

"I love you too, Y/N."

I hold onto C/N tighter and rest my head on his chest. I get an idea and move one of his hands to my chest, taking deep breaths and silently encouraging him to do the same thing in an effort to comfort him. He follows my example, his chest rising & falling in time with mine.

C/N seems calmer now, making me feel relieved. He presses a soft kiss to my neck, nuzzling against my skin. The softest smile grows onto my face in response. I relax a bit more at the soft, comforting kiss.

We stay like that for a long time, just holding each other and breathing together. My body slowly relaxes, my heart rate slowing down. C/N presses another soft kiss to my skin.

"I love you, baby."

I mutter softly against C/N's chest, just loud enough that I can be heard.

" 'm love you too, C/N..."

C/N tightens his hold on me, nuzzling his face into my neck again before speaking.

"Say that again, baby. Please?"

I slightly nod, repeating my words and snuggling closer to him.

" 'm love you too..."

C/N pulls me even closer, wrapping his arms around me like a vice. He buries his face in my hair, breathing in my scent. I press another very soft kiss to his chest in a small attempt at reassurance. He kisses the top of my head, holding me tightly.

We stay like this together for a long time, just staying in each other's arms and trying to calm our racing hearts. I gradually begin to relax more in C/N's arms as we cuddle together longer.
He presses another soft kiss to my head, breathing me in again.

I smile very softly against C/N's chest, my breathing & heartbeat slowly starting to even out as his gentle touch soothes me further. He runs his fingers through my hair gently, his own body relaxing with my own. I sigh softly in content against his chest at the affection that he knows calms me down nearly immediately. He occasionally kisses the top of my head and nuzzles my face against his chest, just enjoying the quiet moment of peace with me.

I mutter against C/N's chest after a while, my voice just barely loud enough that he can hear me.

"Can we go to bed, please, C/N...? 'm sleepy..."

He scoops me up in his arms, holding me like a precious treasure as he carries me to our bed. He lays me down gently and climbs in beside me, wrapping his arms around me tightly and tucking my head under his chin. I rest my head on his chest, slowly relaxing into him as he keeps me close.

C/N's body eventually relaxes next to my own as he falls asleep with me in his arms. After a while longer, I follow suit, falling until a deep slumber in his protective embrace.

A/N: I tried so hard to make this longer, but I genuinely couldn't figure out how to (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠) hopefully this is still alright, though.