~Male crush x male reader~

The Kiss (angst + lemon)

Anonymous request

Y/N POV:

I turn my car off and unbuckle myself, deciding to check my phone before I walk into the building. I see a message notification from C/N, making me immediately perk up.

C/N❤️‍🔥: meet me in the bathroom at the back of the school.

He wants me again. Finally. It's been forever.

Me: okay.

I put my phone in my pocket and get out of my car, locking it until I hear the beep. I put my keys in my pocket as well, walking into the building with a newfound pep in my step. Ignoring the strange looks from other students, I start walking in the direction of the bathroom with a wide grin on my face.

Once I reach the hallway near the bathroom at the back of the school, I start hearing C/N's voice, along with someone else's. The other voice sounds oddly familiar.

Wait... Is it...

I turn the corner without saying anything, my eyes widening at the sight.

(Enemy). I can't stand her. Why is C/N with her anyway?

Before I can continue my train of thought, my heart shatters into several pieces. My eyes become blurry and sting with tears, a lump forming in my throat as I hold back sobs that would expose me. Right there, in the middle of the hallway in front of the bathroom, (enemy) and C/N are kissing.

What the fuck...?

Not wanting to stick around, I turn around and hurry away from the scene. I eventually find an empty classroom and close the door behind me. I sink down onto the floor, burying my face in my knees and crying as quietly as I can manage, as to not draw outside attention to myself.

Me: can't make it to the bathroom. Have to study. See you in class.

C/N isn't gay... He doesn't hate (enemy) either... He lied to me...

~*time skip*~

I reluctantly knock on C/N's door, feeling absolutely drained already.

"Just a moment."

After a few seconds, the door opens to reveal C/N. He seems to be as happy as he usually is, already making me sick to my stomach after what I saw today.

"Hey, Y/N. Come on in."

Without giving a verbal response, I walk in once he moves out of the way for me to enter. He closes the door behind us, guiding me into his living room that I've seen countless times. He and I sit down on the couch with him sitting right next to me, almost like he's trying to mock me after what he did.

I get it, he doesn't like me. He doesn't have to rub it in my face like this though...

"Alright, let's start on this project, and maybe I could give you a little reward when we're done. Does that sound good, Y/N?"

C/N does the usual wink he gives me when he's in the mood to fuck.

Oh hell no.

"Seriously, C/N? What the fuck is your problem?"

C/N looks completely confused and shocked, slightly backing away from me.

"What are you talking about?"

"Don't play dumb. I know what you did."

"What on earth?"

Oh my god.