12:21am 2/27/2024
I feel sick
Lovesick
I feel sick
But not like this
I feel sick
Crush sick
Oh it's the ick
But not like this.
Every thought of you
Days together first two
First impressions teach us lessons
Some people just don't learn
They switch up on you
Hang up on you
Gang up on you
And now your through cause liars can be spotted once you take off the edge
And Impliers can be honest after promising,
heading to the battle
Woman treated just like cattle false senses of security
When you only fail to see that you're the one endangering me.
At least it bordered on honesty
Liars come out when their drunk
Didn't think you had to be intoxicated just to sit and talk.
The crew-mate lied
So instead of crying
The captain
made him walk.
2/28/2024 1:06pm
Wool over my eyes
Like an orange winter hat I'll cover my eyes
Like a ghost in a ship I'll believe it can fly
Away from my problems I won't dare to stare
For If I look at it long enough I'll think that it's there
Wrap myself in jackets
In 90% heat
Drown myself in poetry
The movies never sleep
Cause once the trickery
Is over me
The wool covers my eyes
Time square people watching
Health van people talking
Siting here
In the rain
Warmer sky's lie about my day
Cold nights
Starry lights
You pulled the fog over my eyes
Why's this what I'm writing,?
Or talking about
I thought we had a spark
But we really had a drought
All that water washed away onto the shore.
Only took you 3 days to get bored
Sore loser
Sore loss
Blankly romantically leading me on
Wondering if I'd ever find someone who wants to take it long,
Where is the prince who is enthralled by my charms
Without longing for their first loves
Illusion, their gone
I'm done being their mirage
For you
to mend your broken heart
I'm no longer your replacement
Who you can tare apart
Or someone you can throw
Why can't a woman of my stature
Ever seem to let this go
No more wasting my time
No more taking what's mine
No more lies
Pretending your mine
Just to sweep the rug from under me just when I thought the carpet could fly
By and by the time ticks on the clock
Tattered sleeves and misty eyes the princess you forgot.
The heart on my sleeves broken
The Hope in my heart is shaken
I'm hiding them in my pockets now
Underneath polyester and sweat,
For once I want to be the lover whom you can never forget.
YOU ARE READING
Sophomore soliloquies
PoetryIf you've ever felt burdened by being a sophomore in college your not alone. I'm writing these and posting them as I go along. So we can feel less alone together, in a complicated world, within a song. Please feel free to comment, critique, or ask...
