Sophomore soliloquies

Part: 32 New

3/28/2024 5:14pm
Like a catchy song

Seafoam emerald
Green waves
Rolling on the night

Sparkling sunset
Sun Rey's pull me to your side

Drenched in wonder
Swam in whimsy
Mr. Daring
What's it to me?
On the tele
Think he'd ever call.
With that old timey old fashioned love.
Like a song
You like my smile
I'm lost in your stare
You like my mystery when your the mystery here
I'm not confused
This time around
And That's some better data I've found
On the tele
We texted all night long
With that old timey
Old fashioned
Love.
Like a song

3/30/2024 idk maybe like 2:20am j forget.

Blush

Hands are cold
Put them in mine
Your blushing
Well so am I
Im hungover from these nights
Flirty calls
and flirty fights
Don't have to ask you to dance before you
take my hand
Don't need to worry if your ok
Your smiles
on demand
And hand in hand
And arm in arm
Well walk through every phone alarm
Like a catchy song your in my head
Am I over the moon
Or is it real instead
No dread no worry
Just live in the moment
Cause every time I look into your sparkling eyes
The world falls away
Its just you and I
So no
Look at me
I'm the one your here to see
And I can't stop fidgeting you hug me from the beginning and even though you let me pay
Your flag is greener
than the windows screen vally 

3/31/2024
5:56pm
Tongue tied at the table

I'm never nervous
but I'm nervous about you
Maybe it's cause this time I've got someone to lose
Maybe I talked too much maybe I came on strong
If I could just shut my mouth than it may not go
Wrong

Cause now I'm overwhelmed when you tell me to hush
And I'm under your spell each text is like a rush
A single day without it leaves me slightly pale
When did I get this way addicted to your tales
Your eyes
Your smile
The way you banter and I call you out on
your style
Of flirting mr crazy mr I'm gonna be mad mr making me go hazy mr making my head whack
Mr taking me out of my place and spinning me till we're both dazed
Plays perform the parody
Love the light you see in me
Wait please
Don't go
One day without you and I don't feel home
I know I've got myself
But for the first time ever felt
Like I've delt a good hand

worried that I'll fold
Your playing your cards slowly I fear I'm bluffing and I'll scold
You for the aquzation but your right I'm playing fast
I'm nervous about the cards I have
And how long they will last

you've won the game
The thing is
I never learned to play
so now that I'm in the race I don't know what to say I actually have upgrades
This time maybe I could win
But without further instructions where the fuck do I  begin
I never thought that anyone could make me feel this much
I can't eat
I can't sleep
This is more than just a crush
So no bs
Or blackjack
Cause I've got 21
Don't let me hit
I think I'll stick
Cause with my hand
I've won

3/30 or 31 whatever that last day was 2024 5:00pm or so

You've got my heart beat beat beating like a drum
I try to say say something but I've got none
My mind is Sharp sharp sharp until it's numb
And I've been singing none sense in my room all day long
Sun dun dun dum dum dum dum
My heart goes dum dum dum dum dum dum dum
I can't even say someth
When your here I got nothin
But shortened breaths and low humming
I hear you whistle making fun of
Me and all my exemplarys
My drmatisies
My dreamy fantasies
I'm flying on the air
Can't help but catch your stare
Having a heart attack from all this
hot air
Don't you dare
Take it there
Can't handle your face
And those sparkling eyes from outer space
And it sounds like
Dum dum dum dum dum dum dum
My mind goes numb da da dumb da da dumb
All in good fun
Hun
But I can't even say someth
Your a space bar stopping from
My run on.
Sentences I've scrambled on and rambled from
and words I can't think of
cause when your on my mind there's nothing else
That's something I can get behind
A little void called
dum dum dum dum dum
Can't hear anything else
Louder than a drumb
I think feel drunk but I've had nothing to drink
Let me try you on for size I think I'll drown in a blink
Of an eye as I catch yours in front of mine
DO I have to plead
He begs on his knees or is that me
What are you doing to me
My brain goes numb
My words are none
And mind is gone
But here's the fun
I'm trapped in dum dum dum dum dum dum dum.