12:02 4/15/2024
I'm a hot mug of chamomile tea
If a bee flys by then he's drowning
Sweating and dripping in this wholesome honey
Sweeten him up
If he can't get it up
Then he's right out of luck
Cause I don't wanna be stung
Oh if pains the only way
That he can pollinate
Then down into the quicksand
I will be his grave
I'm stomping on his prideful views
Squished under the heel of a garden fairy's shoes
So drown in the honey of this hot teas news
That I've got these butterfly wings and I sure as hell don't need you.
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2:56 4/15/2024
Guy friend
MT
I don't see it coming
I didn't see the truth
The warmth of your arm the sugar in your heart and the respect emanating from you,
Lay your jacket down for me to walk over puddles
You cover my head to protect from the rain
And only speak wholesomely around me, you never whisper my name
Never speak I'll of woman or objectify at all
Your best friends are your ride or die I love how you get along.
And what I'm feeling I don't think it's romantic although one day it could be
A true blue guy friend who holds the door and puts on the heater for me. Reminds
That's there's still some good out there in this world that only hope can lead me to find.
Now I know that I can be true blue friends with a genuinely
nice guy.
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10:14
Badass
Chills
Coffee
Mocha
Pills
Sweat
regret
Full of college debt
I forget that I might
Have to pay this off one night
To be free from my past
Maybe I can buy a cat
Time to work
Time to hussle
I've got drive
To build muscle
Diva skills
Badass vibes
forget men
Feeble minds
Climb and climb to the top
Lifting yourself and friends up
Like a lifter bench it up
Till no one can say I ain't enough but me
So you see
That's all I need
From this pretty little life under the sky
Beneath the trees
And up in the constellations I know I am all I see
Completely
And neatly
It never needed me to be in drama
I'm an unbothered queen
Drenched along the scene
And on this road I'll see
Success is where my hard work will lead
Thanks and please
I'll never plead
Instead my actions will speak louder than your petty ass
Knees on the floor
Begging for me back
I'm sorry not sorry I'm a goddess your a Jack
Ain't no way
I'm giving energy
To anyone but my own future imma say
It's not ok
To ever ever treat me the way that you did
So I said fuck you and then
Got back in my boss shit and started working
my friends and I'll surpass
My foots on the gass
Cause this MF badass is classier than any of that.
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Sophomore soliloquies
PoetryIf you've ever felt burdened by being a sophomore in college your not alone. I'm writing these and posting them as I go along. So we can feel less alone together, in a complicated world, within a song. Please feel free to comment, critique, or ask...
