Just For A Few Days (Namkook)

Chapter 11: "Find the correct person someday"

Finalising the production of a new project under the banner of Kim Production, Namjoon entered home while puffing on a cigarette. Switching on the lights he went to the washroom to get freshened up. At around 7 in the evening, a ring on the door bell informed the producer about the arrival of his special friend.

"Missed me?" A sassy 27 years old guy asked leaning his back on the wall with an innocent smile on his lips that had a hidden smirk behind. Namjoon has been planning to make things clear with Jungkook for the whole day. If he finds even a tinge of emotion in his words, he would immediately call off the fun and casual thing going on between the two. In contrary, he is trying to come up with an appropriate response to the question asked by the younger.

"Hey, Jungkook. Come inside, I need to talk to you." Namjoon opened the door wide for Jungkook to enter while the other immediately latched himself onto the elder with his hands pulling Namjoon's head for a deep lip lock.

It was a reckless impetuousness and Namjoon doesn't want to encourage such behaviour without taking into consideration of Jungkook's feelings. In that very moment, his brain stopped questioning and let his body take the charge of pulling the younger even closer by strong hold on both sides of his waist. They both got sucked into the loop of kiss as Jungkook tried to push his tongue inside Namjoon's mouth whenever the elder would start to pull out. To maintain the posture, Jungkook stood up on his toes to level himself to Namjoon's height.

Calming his hormones down, Taehyung's words started echoing in Namjoon's ears which made him break the kiss ultimately. Jungkook's reddened lips and hued cheeks were giving him a tough time, but he pushed the younger to a distance with his hands still on the other's waist.

"Is there any problem!" Jungkook asked being clueless at the disruption.
"I think we should talk about something, Jungkook." Namjoon asked in his hoarse voice that made Jungkook go weak on his knees.
"Can't you wait?" He asked impatiently.
"No, we have to talk now. Can you please take a sit on the couch."
"I will, if you let me go. Or do you want to carry me there?"

Jungkook teased the elder while giggling his eyes out pointing at Namjoon's grip on his waist. On the other hand, the taller one got embarrassed and quickly took back his hands letting Jungkook walk to the couch. Namjoon sat on the adjacent couch to maintain some distance.

"Shoot. What is it you want to talk about?" Jungkook asked taking off his coat as he was coming straight from office. Namjoon cracked his knuckles to ease himself before speaking out that alerted Jungkook of some trouble.

"Namjoon, is it something to worry about?" He asked placing his right hand on the other's knuckles.
"I don't know Jungkook, you need to tell me that." He responded taking back his hands from Jungkook's touch.
"You are scaring me now."
"I just think that we are acting out of impulse without taking into consideration of the consequences that we might get into."

Jungkook frowned at the puzzling words and straightened his seating position to ask, "About what?"
"About this." Namjoon pointed alternately at himself and then at Jungkook with his index finger.
"Us? You mean us being intimate?"
"Yes! I know I like it how you provide emotional support to me, but what about you, Jungkook? Do you think you might expect anything more from me in return?"

The question was too sudden and direct that bowled over the future heir of Jeons. He never expected Namjoon to think much before engaging in their regular activity. He started tapping his fingers on the couch armrest to shift the nervousness into something. Although his mind was cluelessly looking for a prompt answer, his mouth failed to take a leap to cover up the situation he was put in.

"Why do you ask such question, Namjoon? Did I tell you I want something?" He tried to cover up with some fake irritation.
"I need to know, else I will feel more guilty of playing with you, Jungkook." Namjoon's eyes were begging for an honest answer but Jungkook's eyes only displayed fear of losing the man. He is not certain of his feelings about Namjoon either, not yet, but not ready to give the elder any scope of suspicion by stalling his words.

"Of course not, Namjoon! I don't expect anything from you. I'm just having fun as you know I am so scared to come out to my parents. Without telling them, I don't want to get myself into a relationship. So, I like this arrangement of ours. And don't feel guilty at all. I am willingly into this."

Jungkook jabbered on about his lack of interest to get involved with Namjoon on a serious level making the elder fairly convinced at the end.
"So, you would always like this casual relationship right? I mean to say whatever we are having now." Namjoon swiftly rectified his words, but Jungkook's heart captured that one special word he had been craving for ages.

"I am perfectly fine by what we have now. I don't want to get into the complicated situation of anything remotely emotional." Jungkook tried his best by placing a palm of assurance on Namjoon's hand. The fluency of language and careless smile didn't seem to create an obstruction between the elder's understanding and the apparent unbothered attitude of Jungkook.

"Thanks for clearing this out, Jungkook. Can I count on you as a friend?"

Lying about his own feelings and staying as a friend with benefits seemed to be the more convenient option to Jungkook rather than losing the man by expressing the truth of his uncertain feelings.
"You can always count on me, Namjoon." The soft smile and beautiful eyes were treat to the sore eyes of the elder who returned the smile with a gentle nod in a thankful gesture.

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Jungkook almost fell asleep in Namjoon's arms after they had an immense pleasurable act of coitus. He didn't show any exhaustive sign that could stop Namjoon from going rough. He just needed to take in everything to make the man feel happy, making himself giddy in the process.

After successfully lying to Namjoon, he has put a pin on the thought of future, but he is not prepared to lose his own ground without fighting. The eyes were rolled out of mixed feeling of pain and pleasure, but his lips were silently curving the smile of victory when Namjoon slammed hard into him while kissing on his neck.

"I think I should stop now. You might be exhausted from yesterday as well."

Namjoon said pulling out of Jungkook and throwing himself on the bed beside him. The younger immediately crawled into his arms. The aching lower body is nothing compared to the presence of his favourite person around. Namjoon pulled Jungkook by the waist kissing on his head. This was the first time he ever did that.

"You just kissed me on my head!" Jungkook asked widely eyeballing the elder.
"Thank you, Jungkook." Namjoon smiled and kissed on the alluring lips of the younger shocking him further.
"You seem happy." Jungkook said chuckling softly.
"I'm just happy because we talked it out and I won't have to feel guilty now."

Jungkook's heart felt a tug of reality check at the elder's words. He knows things aren't going to be in his favour, but this is the first time in life that he ever wanted something. Losing the man to a cheating woman is the last thing he can imagine to do.

"I know you will find the correct person someday, Namjoon."
"I don't know when she would understand that, Jungkook."

I wasn't talking about her!