a 21st century lover

one more time

one more time - March 2, 2024

Love how you did it. Like none else there is. Got me enchanted and whiplashed all at the same time. Got me in a drunk daze where I can't see straight. Your kiss so addictive that you had me on the floor. Must we be so far that I can no longer smell your fragrance? Be in your embrace no more? Look at me. So distraught over trying to remember the way you feel. Let me get lost in your eyes. Let me come closer and run my fingers through your silky hair. Find my way to your lips to taste that sweet, sweet venom. Give it to me just maybe one more time?

You have got to be drugging me. Somehow, you have me at your thralls. Having me miss you when you're away. Searching for a familiar feeling doesn't exist when it isn't with you. Polaroids of you posted up all around my room. Your sweatshirt that still has a hint of you when you were here with me. Cruel that you are to be not by my side. Still, I yearn for nothing but you as I always do and will ever do. Your gaze. Your company. You're everything to me. I desire it all. Strip me of all my possessions if it meant one more night with you. Put me in crushing debt and tireless labor if it means to hold your hand again. Feel your body next to mine. Ugh. It's just unfair that I suffer from the withdrawal of you. No matter where I am, I go through hell just to find my way back to you. Countries apart or universes away. I'd fight through the armies of heaven and fall into disgrace with my wings clipped to have you in my arms again. And I'd do it all over. Kiss me one more time so that I can become intoxicated. Hug me and tell me that you'll stay beside me in the morning. Lay with me and comfort me like we have nothing better to do. When it's all said and done, repeat it all again. And so on, it shall continue because I cannot tire of you. It's a new rush every time. A new sensation I get hooked on. Sweet venom like a soju shot. A high that I chase endlessly. I know you aren't good for me, yet I indulge still. Bite me to mark me as yours. Give me a fever every time I see you. Be just picture-perfect that no one can come close. The one I need. So stay the night. Come here and just let me indulge in you one more time. Pour you a shot of this soju and kiss you till I remember that sweet venom taste I've been craving.