gxg- Never Gonna Happen. (Regina George x reader) - Renee Rapp

let her go.

Author note- Thank you to everyone who has been reading this story, I really appreciate it :0

I am currently in the works of another story,  remaking one I made years ago, should I keep it to original characters, or make it a fanfic?

anyway, enjoy. 

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Regina pov.

As I sat in my room, staring at the blank page in front of me, I couldn't shake the feeling of uncertainty that gnawed at my insides. It had been days since I took that quiz, days since I conducted my little experiments, and yet I still found myself grappling with the truth.

I was in love with Y/n.

The realization hit me like a ton of bricks, leaving me reeling with a mix of emotions. Fear, excitement, confusion – they all swirled together in a dizzying whirlwind that threatened to consume me.

But amidst the chaos, there was also a sense of relief. For the first time in my life, I was being honest with myself about who I really was and what I really wanted.

And yet, the thought of coming out, of admitting the truth to myself and to the world, filled me with a bone-deep dread. What if people judged me? What if they rejected me? What if Y/n didn't feel the same way, no she tried too kiss me, she feels the same right?

I shook my head, banishing the negative thoughts from my mind. I couldn't afford to dwell on what-ifs and maybes. I needed to be brave, to take a leap of faith and trust that everything would work out in the end. 

"MOM, I need you too drop me off somewhere"

I stood nervously outside Y/n's front door, my heart pounding in my chest as I clutched a bouquet of flowers in my trembling hands. I had rehearsed my speech countless times on the way over, taking a deep breath to steady my nerves, I cleared my throat and began to recite the prepared confession.

"Y/n," I muttered, my voice quivering with emotion as I spoke aloud to myself. "I've been a fool, blind to the feelings that have been growing inside me. I am not great with words but. I love you, Y/n, with every fibre of my being."

my heart swelled with a mixture of fear and longing as I continued to pour my heart out. "From the moment we met, you've captivated me in a way I never thought possible. Your smile lights up my darkest days, and your laughter is like music to my ears. I can't imagine my life without you, Y/n. You've become my everything, my reason for waking up in the morning and my last thought before I fall asleep at night."

Tears welled up in my  eyes as I spoke, my voice breaking with the weight of my emotions. "I know I've made mistakes, pushed you away when all I wanted was to pull you closer. But I'm ready to change, to become the person you deserve. Please, Y/n, give me a chance to make things right between us. I'll do whatever it takes to earn back your trust and your love."

With my confession poured out into the open air, I felt a sense of relief wash over me, despite the uncertainty that still lingered within me. I rang the doorbell, my pulse racing with anticipation as I waited for Y/n to answer I could finally tell her my true feelings.

But as the door swung open, my heart sank at the sight of another girl standing in the doorway, a scowl etched on her face. The girl's presence was like a punch to the gut, a stark reminder of the obstacles that stood between me and Y/n.

"Can I help you?" the girl asked, her tone sharp and dismissive.

my stomach churned with anxiety as I struggled to find my voice. "I-I'm looking for Y/n," I managed to stammer out, my cheeks flushing with embarrassment.