22 One Shots, 22nd Birthday

07: Rewrite The Stars

Inspired by Rewrite The Stars by James Arthur ft. Anne-Marie

I could feel his stares on me. He has been doing that eversince I've arrived. I did ny best not to pay attention into it but it was just too intense for me not to glance back at him. Tumayo naman ako para kumuha ng maiinom.

"Follow me", napapikit naman ako dahil sa narinig ko ang boses nito sa likuran ko. Matapos kong kunin iyong baso ng champagne mula sa tray ng waiter na dumaan sa harap ko ay inisang lagukan ko lang naman ito saka sumunod.

Nang makarating kami sa may likuran nitong bahay nila ay tumigil naman ito sa paglalakad kaya huminto na rin ako. Humarap naman ito sa akin and his face doesn't really looked good.

"Anong kailangan mo, Damian?", tanong ko sa kanya kaya napahakbang ito papalapit sa akin. Hindi naman ako gumalaw sa pwesto ko.

"Kailangan mo ba talagang ipamukha sa akin na hindi mo ako gusto, huh?", tanong nito sa akin nang nasa tapat ko na ito. We have the same height so our faces now faced each other.

"What are you talking about?", tanong nito sa akin.

"Alana", banggit nito sa pangalan ng pinsan ko kaya napatawa ako.

"Fvck, you're acting like this because of Alana?", tanong ko sa kanya kaya mas lalong sumama ang expression nito sa mukha.

"Pinsan ko siya, Damian. Pinsan ko siya so stop acting like a child na parang inagawan ng laruan!", sambit ko pa kaya napaatras ito.

"You don't have the right to get mad kung may isasama mo akong babae, Damian. Ako ba iyong nakipag-blind date nang hindi nagsasabi? Ako ba iyong nakikipagsayaw sa kung sino-sino nang hindi man lang nagpapaalam? It was you! So you fvck off!", pasigaw kong bulong sa kanya dahil may makarinig sa akin.

"So you're jealous.", aniya kaya napangisi ako.

"And? Oh tapos? Ano naman? May magagawa ka ba kung nagseselos ako?", sagot ko sa kanya kaya muli itong humakbang papalapit sa akin saka ako isinandal sa may dingding.

"I am jealous too, baby.", aniya kaya napalunok ako.

"I'm sorry", dagdag niya pa kaya naiiwas ko ang tingin.

"I was just mad. I was jealous, too. I am so fvcking jealous with all the women who have been with you. I am so jealous with the because they've got to spend time with you without minding what others may think. I am so fvcking jealous with them, baby. Damn much.", ani nito saka hinawakan ang mukha. He brushed his thumb on my lower lip. Kaya hinuli ko ito and started sucking it. I looked at his eyes while doing it. My arms wrapped on his hands. I let it go kaya naman ay inilapit nito ang mukha niya sa mukha ko.

"I wished I can tell everyone I want to own you, Damian.", bulong ko dito saka ito hinalikan. He pressed our chest together. I closed my eyes and let my lips and tongue do its thing.

"And I wish you can be mine, Greg.", he whispered in between our kisses. His hands are now under my shirt touching and romancing everything he could find under. He started grinding against so I couldn't stopped myself from moaning.

Pero dali-dali rin naman kaming lumayo sa isa't-isa nang may marinig kaming paparating. Parehas kaming dalawang namumula ang mukha at hindi makatingin sa mata ng isa't-isa.

"Kuya Damian? Tawag ka na po ni Mommy.", sabi ni Dainty na kapatid nito.

"Ah okay, where is she?", sagot ni Damian habang sinusulyapan ako.

"Nasa may kitchen.", sagot ni Dainty at nakita ko namang titig na titig ito sa akin. Did she saw us?

"Wait for me in my room.", bulong nito saka bahagyang pinisil ang balikat ko kaya napahinga ako ng malalim.
Nang makaalis na si Damian ay napatitig naman ako kay Dainty.

"Gusot-gusot iyong damit mo, Kuya. You should straighten that first before going back.", sambit lang nito saka naunang umalis.

I could even hear her say 'mukhang sila nga ata talaga'. Which means she knew that there's something going on between me and her brother. Napahinga naman ako ng malalim saka napatingala.

How did I even ended up in this? Fvck this complicated situation. Why is it so wrong for someone to love someone the same gender as them?