My Mind; A Collection

~Leaving~

I know you left, I watched you go, I saw you leave like a melting snow.

I spent years in denial,

Denial that someone could do something like that, to rid me of rest, to hurt and rip my heart out of my chest.

Denial that I could ever trust again, that I would never let another man touch my skin.

I always felt I was the reason, like I was the one who forced you to commit treason.

I knew you had hurt her and I knew we had lost, but for a child to face such a fatal loss- I was burdened by your betrayal, my smiles had slowly faded.

I spent nights in tears wishing things were different. Now I'm so glad we are strangers with no reason to know that you receive nothing.

Even if you've asked one, two, three million times, I will continue to give you no insight into my life.

Because I watched you leave and I watched all the blame and the lies, it consumed and engulfed us in flames.

You deserve nothing for leaving.

This actually isn't ab my dad

it's ab my ex step dad..

Funsies

We stand with Palestine