I held the weight of the family on tiny shoulders,
I was the mature one who could handle it after all.
I was never in trouble, I was always the example.
"Be more like your sister" but it was more than I could handle.
I pushed until I broke,
And now I struggle with what I sowed.
It has to be perfect and it has to be mine,
Until I burn out, breakdown, and cry.
I've given up on getting rid of the anxiety crawling inside of me.
Because as the oldest daughter I can show no signs of struggling.
any other eldest daughter/son/children?
we stand with Palestine
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My Mind; A Collection
PoetryPoetry collection from a junior in high school who struggled <3 Now a college student, who fondly looks back when she struggles <3
