Cassiopiea's POV
I watched her car leave.
She left me.
She left me crying in the middle of the rain. My eyes sting as I watch her car slowly disappear on the road. The lamppost on the road and the building I came from start to light up, making my dark surroundings visible to my eyes.
Please come back.
I started to shake more because of both the shiver from the cold atmosphere and my emotions.
"Cass! Damn it! Get inside!"
I heard my cousin's voice, but I ignored it. I feel weak enough to even move and save myself from drowning in this moment.
All I want right now is to see my wife come back.
I want her back.
Makalipas ang ilang sandali ay hindi ko na maramdaman pa ang ulan sa katawan ko. Pagtingala ko ay may payong akong nakita na nakatakip sa akin.
Nilingon ko ang may ari nun at nakita ko ang pinsan ko na si Ej. Mag-kasalubong ang makapal nyang kilay at halata sa mukha ang pag-aalala. Nanghihina akong napasandal sa dibdib nya at duon umiyak ng umiyak.
He didn't say anything at all. He just hugged me and let me cry on his chest until I couldn't feel anything, and eventually darkness consumed me.
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When I opened my eyes the next day, I saw that I was in my room. To my parents house, to be exact.
I'm pretty sure that I passed out last night because the heavy feeling in my head and body is slowly sinking in.
I have a fever.
Bumangon pa din ako kahit ramdam ko ang bigat ng pakiramdam ko. May pagkain sa bedside table ko pero wala akong gana. Masakit ang ulo ko at pakiramdam ko pati lalamunan ko ay masakit din dahil nahihirapan ako lumunok.
I look for my phone, and when I see it, I scroll through to look for her number. I put it in my ear, but I just groan when I can't reach her.
I can't still contact her.
It started in Salzburg, and until I'm on her block list, Damn her!
Sinubukan ko mag type ng email message sa kanya at nasa ganun akong position nang marinig ko ang pag bukas ng pinto.
"Anak, mabibinat ka nyan!"
Inagaw sa akin ni mama ang phone ko at nanghihina lang akong tumingin dito. Nilapag nya iyon sa gilid at naupo sya sa tabi ko.
"Pababain mo muna ang lagnat mo bago mo sya habulin. Kumain ka at magpalakas." - mahinhin na sabi nya at hinaplos ang buhok ko.
Nanubig na naman ang mga mata ko at hindi nag tagal ay umiiyak na naman ako.
"I want her back, mamaa." - I sobbed and covered my face. "Please, please call her for me. I want to see her."
She didn't say a word and just embraced my fragile form. I feel through her hug that she's sympathising with me. Her caress gives me comfort, but the heaviness in my heart won't leave at all.
"Hush now, my dear baby. Your head will hurt more if you cry," - she whispered, pushing me away gently. She wipes my tears and smiles at me. "You need to get better if you want to see her."
Inabot nya yung tray ng pagkain at pinakain ako. Kahit wala akong malasahan ay tinanggap ko pa din iyon at ininom ang gamot na dala nya.
Since when did I feel this sick? I think it's been awhile; that's why I'm not used to drinking medicine and sleeping longer.
