After breakfast he start picking plates to wash them. She was watching him. He went to kitchen sink and start washing. She went toward him
"LET ME WASH THIS U ALREADY MADE BREAK FAST"
"GO AND SIT U ALREADY HAVE A HEADACHE"
"I AM ALRIGHT"
"I SAID U NA"
"I AM NOT GOING.LETS DO TOGETHER"
his world stopped for a min after hearing this.he was looking at her continusly while she picked the plate from his hands and stand beside him.
"ARE U LOST OR SOMETHING HAPPENED TO U"
he came to his sense
"COME ON WASH THIS"
they two was washing dishes while talking about some random things.
Later they two was roaming in the wooden farm house he was introducing his farm house to her.they went to a little library which was in the house.the interior of the library was red.there was red carpet on the floor and a big royal red sofa with golden work on it,was placed near the fireplace.
"U LIKE IT?"
"HM U DECORATED IT VERY WELL I LIKE IT"
"I ALSO LIKE BOOKS SO MUCH THAT'S WHY I HAVE LIBRARY IN MY EVERY HOUSE AND MANSION"
"U HAVE MORE?"
"WHAT DO U THINK?"
"OBVIOUSLY U ARE A MAFIA JUNGKOOK ITS POSSIBLE TO HAVE MANY"
"HM SO WHAT KIND OF BOOKS U READ"
"WELL I AM INTERESTED IN BUSINESS RELATED BOOKS"
"NICE"
they was sitting on floor on library exploring books while talking with each other.there was normal conversation between them.she was asking questions to him and he was answering properly.she spoke
"Ohh i read that book its so amazing"
she saw him the book woth a smile on her face.
"FLOWERS OF LOVE"
he pick the book while saying IT'S name loud.
"I HAVE MANY BOOKS U CAN TAKE ANYONE"
"WELL A THING WHICH IS SAME BETWEEN US"
"WELL THERE ARE MORE U WILL KNOW IF WE SPEND MORE TIME BUT YN I AM STILL SAYING U THAT I WILL WAIT UNTILL U GET COMFORTABLE"
"HMM JUNGKOOK CAN I ASK U A QUESTION?"
"AS MUCH AS U WANT MY LOVE"
"I HEARED U TOOK PUNISHMENT CUZ U HURT ME. MR PARK TOLD ME"
he was looking at her woth shocked eyes but he change his expression in a soft one
"SO HE TOLD U"
he chukle as bit
"HONESTLY YN I DON'T WANT TO TELL U ABOUT THAT"
he came a bit closer to her while they two was sitting in the floor still.he sat infront of her and picked her both hands and put them on his lap.he start caresses her hands woth his one.he said while looking at their hands
"U KNOW YN A MAN CAN DO ANYTHING FOR A WOMEN HE LOVES."
Saying this he pulled his head up and looked at her.they was looking at each other
"AND THE WOMAN I LOVES THE MOST IS U YN.I KNOW U DON'T BELIEVE DUE TO THE THING I DIDN'T.(a little chuckle).U WILL BE THINKING THAT IF I LOVES U THEN WHY I DID ALL THESE THINGS WITH U RIGHT? YN I DON'T WANT TO DO ALL THESE THINGS TOO. I DID ALL THINGS AT A WRONG TIME WITH WRONG WAYS.I WAS JUST AFRAID THAT I MIGHT LOSS U.I WAS AFRAID THAT MAY BE U WILL DISAPPEAR LEAVING ME ALONE IN THE DARK LIKE I WAS LIVING BEFORE.I WANT TO LIVE LIKE A NORMAL COUPLE DO.WITH LOVE.HAVING LITTLE KIDS BUT MY CONDITION IS NOT LIKE THAT.THE WORLD IN WHICH I AM LIVING I CAN'T LEAVE IT NOW.SECONDLY FOR A HEALTHY COUPLE BOTH HAVE TO LOVE EACH OTHER WHICH IS NOT BETWEEN US.BUT I AM OK WITH IT.YN MY LOVE I DID WRONG WITH U.I ACCEPT THAT.I HURT U AND DO MANY THINGS THAT WAS AGAINST UR WILL AND I WAS ASHAMED ON THAT.I DON'T TO REGRET IT LATER THAT'S WHY I ASKED UNCLE TO DO THESE.I SWEAR MY LOVE THAT'S WAS NOTHING INFRONT OF THE THINGS I DID WITH U.I THOUGHT I SHOULD DIE CUZ I HURT THE WOMAN I LOVE BUT I DON'T WANT TO DIE I WANT TO LIVE WITH U YN.I WANT TO GROW OLD WITH U YN.I WANT TO HAVE CHILDREN WITH U BUT IF U DON'T WANT THEN I AM OK WITH THIS STILL. I SAID U THAT I CAN WAIT FOR U.BUT PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME. LIKE THAT FLOWERS U READ ON THE BOOKS THERE'S A FLOWER IN MY WORLD, A RED FLOWER,YN THAT WAS DEAD BUT YN I FELT THAT IT HAVE A POWER TO BLOOM AGAIN.IT JUST NEED WATER OF LOVE AND I CAN ONLY GET THAT FROM U"
his eyes was giving the expression of strange aura.the sun was setting down which was making the room beautiful.there was a complete silence in the room with the smell of new and old books.he completed his words and still they was looking at each other.untill she spoke
"JUNGKOOK........."
her grip on his hands become tight.
"SOMETIMES UR WORDS MAKE ME SPEECHLESS.........."
"JUNGKOOK I DON'T WANT TO LOVE U I AM SORRY BUT I WANT TO LOVE U AND I AM SORRY ON THAT TOO"
" THIS TIME I AM NOT FORCING U TO LOVE ME.I WANT U TO LOVE ME WITH UR OWN WILL. U CAN TAKE SO MUCH AS U WANT.LIKE I WAITED 2 YEARS I CAN WAIT MORE."
WAIT? 2 YEARS? WHAT DO U MEAN?
he nodded his head as no
"NOTHING MY LOVE"
he said that with smile.
"I WAS PLANNING TO TOOK U OUT TODAY BUT U ARE NOT WELL SO WE WILL GO TOMORROW"
"REALLY? WHERE WE WILL GO?"
"LET'S DECIDE AFTER DINNER"
"OK"
"YN LET'S MAKE LUNCH TOGETHER"
LET'S GO
later after lunch they spend more time together and after dinner thwy went to sleep
To be continued 🙂🔪
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