Join the start of a new relation of Siya Thakkar and Rishi Verma.
Ps: this is a modern-day love story so if you're looking for "aap ne khana nahi khaya" wala trope than this isn't for you. It's more of a "A idiot idhar aa." If you know what I mean o...
It was finally the day of shopping. I don't know what I'm more excited about shopping or him. It has been quite a while since I talked to him in person. Talking to him boosts my energy for some reason.
I've never had any man respect me for who I am. It's always about looks or body or an arm trophy or a punching bag for them. That's why growing up I had trouble with finding guy friends. Seeing everyone else flaunting their guy bestfriends in front of me made me feel like I needed one too. That's why people called me a 'slut' in college. Which resulted in putting my mental health at risk. But the worst part was that I liked the attention I got from them it made me feel important. For some reason I thought by giving them attention I would actually find a good friend but I never did, it just put me in a bad state of mental health. And people calling me names did not help at all. Though I never slept around, I wore revealing clothes which earned me such a title.
Growing up made me realise that I don't need a guy friend to make me feel happy,my girls are more than enough. I came to a conclusion that I cling onto people too much. Once I get close to them I refuse myself to let go of them. This created alot of problems like my attachment issues. One time in highschool my supposed bestfriend left me for reasons yet to be known and I stalked her, alot after that. So much that it affected my grades. But I've gotten better at detaching myself from people and I hope to keep it that way.
Currently,I was screaming out to my favourite song while getting ready.
Hai pyaar toh kayi dafa kiya
Tujhse nahi kiya toh kya kiya
Tera mera yeh vaasta
Hai iss zindagi ki daastaan
Ya phir koi hamara
Pehle se hai raabta
Toh ik vaari aa,aa bhi ja
Toh ik vaari aa,aa bhi ja.
"Aa chokri pagal thai gayi che, late thai che ane geetu gaava che." My mom complained as she entered the room to find me dancing.
(This girl has gone made, we're getting late yet she wants to sing songs.)
"Arey thai gayi chu ready, Maru purse lai leva de." I said as i stopped the music and sprayed perfume on. It's better to listen to her, I can not deal with a cranky mom today.
( I'm ready. Let me just grab my purse.)
"Jaldi kar ee loka ubha hase aapda maate." I could feel her patience slowly slipping away. Saying that she left the door and went downstairs.
(Hurry up. They might be waiting for us.)
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