Natasha Romanoff's lost daughter

chapter 37| Natasha's daughter

*after 20 minuets Tony and Sam fly back to the quinjet*

Tony: we've lost them come on lets go back we ca come up with a plan  

*Nat is sat silently zoned out thinking about all the things he could be doing to you and Yelena Marian and Wanda comfort her*

Wanda: they'll be okay Nat they'll help each other until we get there 

Nat: what if we can't find them?

Steve: we'll find them don't worry 

*Nat sniffles quietly* 

Nat: can we pick up clint on the way back? I need him

Tony: yeah of course we'll be there soon  

*they fly to clint's home while Tony tries to come up with a plan as soon as Clint gets on the jet he wraps his arms around Nat and holds her close*

Clint: I've got you Tasha it's going to be okay let's get them home

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*meanwhile you're still locked in the small room it's completely empty except a bucket in the corner of the room you lay there in pain the smell of him on you gets too much and your body tries to throw up but your stomach is empty your breathing gets harder and your body shakes as you spiral into a panic attack you feel so dirty and disgusting it's not the first time and you know it won't be the last but it doesn't make it any easier your mind races with dark thoughts you desperately want Yelena but you don't even know if she is alive you think about what he said about Nat she seemed genuine when she she told you about the blood test but you're doubting it you know she's a widow and good at hiding her feelings you wrap your arms around yourself down but it doesn't work you pick up the broken pieces of your hearing aids and find a small sharp shard of plastic you take it and drag it across your arm you start to calm down a little bit when you see the blood your mind quietens temporarily and you're able to focus on the blood*