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three months. damn. hi yes my name is brie and no i am not linn. she was on holiday and now she's at this conformation camp so you know no wifi to update or work on one. this is just another email, a short one, but you should be able to get just enough from it without me ruining linn's writing 'cause i have no idea what she's written. anyway, let's go!

btw i know this isn't how hospitals work, more likely than not the majority of people in this story would be either home or at a rehab facility but who cares in the sake of fiction, because i don't and that's all that matters, right?

also! for those of you who read my author's note awhile back, my friend Deckard IS OKAY! HE'S BACK HOME AND I'M HAPPY. :3

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to; ashestoashes@gmail.com

from; cliff_fuckoff_ord@gmail.com

triggers: nothing really.

hi ashton.

to quote sherlock, "not dead". you're probably really pissed at me, but i'm still here. i don't know if that's bad or good yet. 

i would say thank you for calling calum but that would require me to be happy that i'm alive. so i guess there just isn't  proper response yet for that. actually, thank you for making it so that calum wasn't completely pissed off and upset and guilty because i couldn't bear to think if he went down the same path as me. 

i'm in the hospital, and i'll be staying here for awhile. they're taking away my phone and everything for a bit, so i guess this is goodbye for now. you should be able to reach calum throughout this time, but to make sure i am not triggered by anything, they're taking it all away. 

i'm going to miss you. but they're letting callie and taisce visit me. you need to meet her, she's pretty awesome. maybe they'll let me skype you from in here eventually.

i'm scared though. i have to meet new people, other kids from the hospital. also, i have to do circle therapy. i'm not feeling it at all. but whatever. i have to do it if i want to get out of here. but they aren't taking away my guitar or my song writing, although i have to use only mechanical pencils and pens because pencil sharpeners have razors. that's gonna suck, a lot. so many things i can't use now. whaever.

i'll see you later ash.

love you.

micheal g. clifford, patient

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