Yup, definitely updating too fast. At least it's a productive night!
//Linn
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Triggers: small mention of drugs and cutting
To: cliff_fuckoff_ord@gmail.com
From: ashestoashes@gmail.com
Michael,
I'm sorry to tell you that there's no drugs that I can recommend you. I'm just naturally high (read that somewhere and thought it was the most perfect description of me).
I guess I’m quite thrilled about life. I have friends, family, dreams. And chocolate. That helps. I know how it is to be not so thrilled about life though. I’ve been there, and I know that it isn’t pretty. At times it can feel like it doesn’t matter what happens, ‘cause nobody cares. I want you to know that there’s somebody who cares. I care. And Michael, I don’t want you to bleed anymore. I bled once and it got me nowhere. It’s just a sharp pain that takes away everything else for a brief moment, then it adds to your misery. There’s always another way. I’m a perfect example of that. Try to remember that.
Your kiwi friend seems nice. Keep him close. Don’t eat him (‘cause kiwi is a fruit, get it?). This Luke guy must be quite a charmer as well. It’s funny, ‘cause that friend I told you about is also named Luke. Well, actually it’s Lucas, which is a quite common Swedish name, but I thought that with his very Swedish appearance he couldn’t have a Swedish name as well. That’s too much Swedish for me to handle. So I started calling him Luke. Or Lukey. Depends.
Hey, we should get you a nickname! From now on you are Mikey. Yeah, I like that. And no, I don’t think I’m moving too fast. To me we’re basically married already. But what is this straight you speak of? Strange thing. Personally I’m about as straight as my hair (which is quite curly I might add). I’m all about that cheeky bum sex ;)
Now I’m just praying that you’re gay too, otherwise that paragraph will be slightly awkward.
I think you’re cool. You’re punk rock, remember?
I’m defiantly not cool. I might listen to rock music, but I got a My Little Pony shirt in my closet so yeah.
…I’m already regretting that I told you that. Ugh.
I wasn’t asleep, but I will be soon.
Night Mikey x
Ashton
PS: Still think you’re typing is cute. Thanks for the question mark ;p
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All Because of This (a.i. m.c.)
Fiksi Penggemarmichael clifford lives in the united states. he moved when he was 13, and was seemingly torn from his life and friends. ever since, things have been going down hill. ~~ Ashton Irwin lives in Sweden. He too moved when he was 13, happy to escape his o...
