I am no longer a virgin. I am so fucked. Well.... I'm not fucked... Nope. Bad joke. I took his virginity! I don't even know who he really is.. I've known him for a long time, yet it feels like I don't know him at all.
I don't know his real name, if I know him behind the mask or not, he could be a complete stranger, yeah, a stranger that I fell in love with.
Or, he could be someone I know. That I know very well, he could even go to my School for all I know. Heck, he could even be Adrien, but I know that's impossible.
Adrien isn't Chat Noir and I know that for a fact. He could never be Chat Noir. It's a ridiculous thought. If he was then he would have told me, right? But that would be dangerous.
Still, I'm never going to consider Adrien as Chat Noir. It has to be someone else. Another blonde guy with green eyes. There are plenty of those in my School, I'll find him.
That'll be my mission. Finding Chat Noir when he's not wearing the mask. So I'm pretty much looking for my boyfriend without knowing who he really is.
I'll never know who I had sex with unless I look for him. I want to find him, I need to find him. Wow. Saying that word to myself sounds so weird.
One thing I know for sure is that he's my age, maybe a little younger, but close. Ha, if he was an old man I probably would have died from embarrassment and well, other things.
I know he's not because I would have been able to tell. It would've been really obvious. But he's not. Such a relief. That would have been really bad if he was... I need to stop thinking about Chat Noir being an old man. He's a young teenage boy like me.
I'm not fully convinced he goes to my School, he would have to keep his identity secret. He might go to a private School.
Considering his personality... I doubt it, but it's definitely a possibility. Even if it takes me until the end of High School, one day I will find out who my beloved Chat Noir is.
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I didn't want to talk about it. Why would I ever want to talk about me turning into a zombie and attacking my boyfriend? The look in his eyes when I went for him, I had no control over my own body.
I never want to see the look of fear in his eyes ever again. "Are you sure you're okay? You might have a scar from the bite. I have one from that stupid arrow, remember?" His voice snapped me back to reality.
"Yes. I'm fine. But.. are you okay? I attacked you." Why is he asking me that when I should be asking him? "It wasn't your fault. I don't blame you for that. You no control over your actions." I pushed him out of the way because I didn't want it to be him who got zombie-fied.
I suppose I could've tackled him, that would've sent us both out of the rang of those zombies. I guess my only thought was to save him. He's my main priority.
"What are you thinking about?" Am I that easy to read? He is my boyfriend... It's his job to read me that easily. "I could've saved us both." I suddenly felt his hands on my face.
"You had seconds to think, you had no time. Although I wish you hadn't been a fool and sacrificed yourself for me." Did we have to have this conversation again?
"Come on, you would've done the same." I said. He made a face. "That's true... But don't change the subject." He removed his hands from my face.
"I don't want you to ever do that again." He crossed his arms. That's like me telling him the same thing. "Hey, you've had your fair share of sacrificing yourself too. And most of those times it wasn't for me." I'm going to be so angry with myself if this turns into a fight.
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The Cat And The Snake
FanfictionAdrien is Chat Noir. Luka is Viperion. Marinette is Ladybug. Nino is Carapace. Alya is Rena Rouge. Chloe is Queen Bee. Alya, Chloe and Marinette are best friends. Adrien likes Marinette but she doesn't like him, Luka likes Chloe but she doesn't like...