Chapter 12. I'm Losing My Cool

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Enzo's Point Of View:

The only reason I'm mad at Rose is because she brought up Cal and Oliver, along with, playing that one song. I know it's a stupid reason, but I just need a reason to be pissed.

I've just been in the bathroom, for like 13 minutes. I'm curious if Rose is worried. Actually, I know she is. She texted me and I still never texted back. I should probably, go back to class, I'm basically skipping at this point.

When I also reach the classroom door, I take a breath before entering. I know it's gonna be some shit when I walk in. I walk and everyone's eyes are on me.

I feel like Pac in 96'.

Mr. Naujour doesn't look too mad, Rose looks worried and disappointed, while Ananya is just, Ananyaing with a death glare. She has that look like she could kill me with a pencil.

I walk towards Mr. Naujour, to give him the pass, and explain while I was so long,

"Enzo, where the hell you've been? I had called the office, to send a guard to find you. You had Rose, worried as hell. It don't take that long to use the bathroom," He says.

"I know, I know. I'm sorry," I say while making direct eye contact with Rose.

"Do you think I could go see the school psychologist, Nel?" I say in a slightly ashamed voice.

"Yeah, but what for? You okay?" He says concerned and softly.

"Yeah, I'm okay. I'm just going through a lot of different emotions right now."

"Alright. Don't worry kid, you'll get through it. But before I write you a pass, I need to write something else down. Song recommendations."

His words make me feel better and make me smile. I watch him as he writes songs down, on a page of his notebook. He writes 10 songs down, then he rips the piece of paper out of his notebook. Then he grabs a piece of paper. I watch as he signs his name, and writes down my name.

"Here. I'm for real, listen to them songs," He says while passing me the piece of notebook paper. As I look at the paper the songs are,

1. Feelings - Mbnel

2. Losing My Mind - Mbnel

3. Just Like You - Mbnel

4. Broken - Mbnel

5. Sweet Little Lies - Rod Wave

6. Losing My Cool - Rod Wave

7. This Is Love - Toosii

8. How To Love - Toosii

9. Bad Energy - Juice WRLD

10. Good Days (Unreleased) - Juice WRLD

I put the pass in my left jean pocket, and the song lists in my right jacket pocket. I go towards our table before I walk out of class.

I go to Rose, and I see she's about to open her mouth, to most likely yell at me. So I lean in and kiss her on the cheek.

"I'll be back," I say softly while turning around. When I walk away I see her jaw basically on the floor, and so is Ananya's. I also see her touch her cheek like she had no idea what just happened.

Song Credits:

Feelings, Losing My Mind, Just Like You and Broken - Mbnel

Sweet Little Lies and Losing My Cool - Rod Wave

This Is Love and How To Love - Toosii

Bad Energy and Good Days (Unreleased) - Juice WRLD

Bad Energy and Good Days (Unreleased) - Juice WRLD

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Quote: "Either way, and if you right or wrong, I'm forever with you." - Rod Wave (Losing My Cool)

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