Chapter 21. 4th Stage Of Grief: Sarcasm

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Rose's Point Of View:

Warning: Spoilers To Harry Potter And The Deathly Hallows

Oh my god. Oh my God. I'm so stupid. I take a deep breath while going to Pinterest. I just had an idea to tell him a random pin then hang up. I see a pin that says Dialogue Prompts. One of them says Light my cigarette? Another one says What a plot twist you were, another says If I die, we all die. 

I want to say all of them since we just haven't been talking since I said that. That was a whole two minutes ago. I knew it was a risky conversation to, continue to talk about, but I needed Enzo to know that people would and do like him. So I go with my gut and say,

"If I die, we all die," I said extremely dramatic, and heroic.

"Wait, wha-," he begins to say, then I hang up on him.

I feel so bad, but I really didn't know how to finish that conversation. I know Enzo's not stupid, I know he knows what I said. Unless he's being himself,  (which I know he is) and just playing into his delusions. I need to tell, Ananya and Autumn about this. So I call Autumn, I know Ananya ain't gonna pick up, she never does. I go to the 4th pinned number on my texts, go to her contact and press call. It takes about 10-15 seconds for her to answer.

"Sup?" she says. 

"Soo, I just had a really awkward conversation with Enzo..."

"Tell me everything," she says. I can hear how she just perked up by hearing that.

"So basically... I wasn't able to say bye to him, since that one annoying girl in math, Violet said something to him. "

"Oh God, what her ass say now?" she says with annoyance. 

"She was like heyy Enzo," I say rolling my eyes, while saying that in an extremely preppy voice.

"Ew," she says disgusted.

"I know right!! Then I was about to say bye before, interrupted, but then my dad really just pulled off."

"Damn, well that sucks."

"Thanks, you make me feel great about myself," I say with a huge fake smile on my face.

"Did you know that I speak parseltouge?"

"Who are you, Ron?" She hisses right after.

"I just realized, Harry lost his ability to speak parseltouge after he died. Well, the Horcrux in him died, so Albus, God I hate that name," she says.

"Aye, at least it ain't Hugo though," I say laughing.

"True. Anyway, so Albus can't speak it. But Ron still can. He'll be like to Hugo Aye look this is what I learned from your uncle Harry talking in his sleep," She says then makes hissing noises.

"Harry talks in his sleep have you noticed? No of course not," I say, saying Ron and Hermione's lines while they're about to enter the Chamber Of Secrets, in the second Deathly Hallows movie.

I've been home for 20 minutes it's 3:05 right now. I'm laying down, on the floor, cause why not? While scrolling through Pinterest, while being on the phone, also while listening to Losing My Mind. As Nel raps "If I could paint a picture worth a million words, murder in the air,"  it makes me feel like I'm losing my own mind. Weird the ability of a song. It could make you feel happy, sad, numb, calm, angry, annoyed, and amused all within seconds. It could also make you feel like the world sucks (Which it does) or make you feel like fuck thee world. I have a whole playlist dedicated to when I'm not feeling the world. 

"Oh my god..." I say

"What."

"The pin I just saw was so sad and probably so true. It said If you were dating Fred Weasley."

It really said If you were dating Fred Wealsey part 11. but I didn't really need to say that.

"One of them said He would make you a playlist of all the songs that remind him of you. Another said all the girls that fancy George-"

"Just send me the pin," she says slightly annoyed.

"Alright, alright chill."

I press the button to send pins and look up Aut, then I see her contact. Then I watch as the link, transfers to our texts, then I press send. I really feel so bad for Enzo, he lost both of his best friends today. On top of that, rumors are now being spread about us, I just feel so bad for him.

"SNOW!!" I yell, I quickly hear my little white Shih Tzu run up the stairs. Then a few seconds later I hear her turn the corner super quick running straight into my room up into my lap.

"Hey girl," I say while she lays down so  I can give her a belly rub. Snow has always been a very stubborn dog because Shih Tzu's are a stubborn breed.

"Kiss, marry, kill," Autumn says after about a good 10 minutes of silence. We always do that, most of the time we don't even talk to each other, we're just on the phone to be on the phone.

"Oh god. With who now?" I ask suspiciously, also in an annoyed tone. 

"Calvin, Oliver, and Enzo," she says. I can literally hear the smirk on her face as she said it.

I know what she's doing, I know she's trying to put me on the spot. If I'm being completely honest, I'd probably kill Oliver since he's not that good-looking. But with Calvin, he's good-looking. Of course, I still prefer Enzo, but I would pick him for marrying, in the future and kiss now. I'm such an overthinker.

"I'd probably kill, Oliver, he doesn't look that good, and he's a asshole."

"Mhm, what about the other two?"

"Chill out, I'm getting there. Kiss, Calvin..." I say hesitating. "Then marry Enzo, cause marriage comes with, kissing, kids, and all that.. What about you?"

"Umm, I can't answer that."

"Why?"

"I just can't."

"Why cause you think your little obsessive boyfriend Ceasar will find out about it?" I tease.

"Whatever bruh, how about I tell Ezno you like him if you wanna go down that path."

"What I said, and what you said wasn't anywhere near the level I said. Chill out it ain't that deep," I say. 

"You're so annoying, nah all jokes aside, ain't nobody gonna tell Ceasar.

"Don't worry I won't tell your little soon-to-be boyfriend," she says.

"Good, you better not," I say laughing.


Song Credits:

Losing My Mind - Mbnel


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