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Felix pov:

I woke up at sound of my alarm. Oh fuck i had photoshoot today, they said it'll be with model named Jin. I quickly got up because i was already late, i quickly brushed my teeth and took small shower before changing into black hoodie and sweatpants, i dried my hair and grabbed my bag, i didn't check the time, i quickly ate one toaster and left.

I put my headphones on while walking to the studio, I'm glad i can finally walk by myself because I'm so tired following someone's orders everyday.

The papers i signed yesterday, i read them carefully but i don't understand why was it so serious, was it because i had to take photos with someone? Because he wasn't working in our company or what? Is this some kind of collaboration?

I arrived at the same studio with bus, weather was so nice, it wasn't cold and wasn't too hot too, pretty nice day to walk outside with someone.

First thing i noticed was that i arrived early even after waking up late. I decided to walk around studio, to see how flowers bloomed everywhere, there were alot of pink and white flowers around, like a small fairy world, it was so calming to see.

I look up from flowers i noticed familiar form nearby, paintbrush and sketchbook with a fucking cigarette between his plump lips? Of course it's Hwang Hyunjin.

"Long time no see huh?" I murmured and sat next to him.

"Yeah, week passed since we last seen eachother am i right?"

"So so"

"Early huh?"

"Yeah, i thought i would be late but 15 minutes is left or so before we start. What are you painting?" I asked him and leaned closer to see his painting. "Nothing special. Just... Flowers."

"You love drawing flowers, don't you?" I say and giggle a little, loving the way he looked away from shyness.

"It's so pretty"

"You're prettier" he murmured, getting small punch on his shoulder from me.

"You can't take compliments normally, i guess i should stop saying them to you" 
"I don't care, do whatever you want." I said and toom cigarette out of his mouth.
"Hey! Give it back now!" He said, but his tone didn't sound playful at all.

I got up and ran with cigarette between my fingers. Laughing as Hyunjin followed me back.

"Give it back now you little- Felix I'm not on that mood, give it back." He said, his voice firm, threatening but not enough to make me stop.

Suddenly i felt larger hand grabbing my wrist and aggressively pushing me on hard wall.

"I SAID STOP AND GIVE THE FUCKING CIGARETTE BACK YOU PIECE OF SHIT!"










𝑻𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒔.

Hyunjin pov:

I stared at crying mess infront of me for a moment before realizing what really happened; i made him cry. For god's sake, for a fucking cigarette.

I turned around, rubbing both of my hands on my face, i faced him once again and sighed.

"Felix... Look at me."

No answer.

I didn't want to touch him or go and comfort him right away. I don't want to scare him away.

Suddenly i see him walking towards me with small steps and wrapping his tiny arms around me. I did the same, held him close and kissed the top of his head. I could hear his small breaths and sobs, god i would do more if i wasn't so autistic but i really want to comfort him.

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