MY PHOTOGRAPHER || Hyunlix

ᴅᴇᴠɪʟ ʜᴀs ᴄᴏᴍᴇ

              (𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐠𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠
                      𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭! 𝐬𝐡, 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐝,
                 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐤)          

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*Week before San left*

"Are you sure you want this?" San asked male, tapping his finger on table nervously.
"I've been feeling this way for way to much time. I don't want to back down yet." Jisung looked up at male, his expression serious.

"Only thing you have to do it to tell me what Felix will do in 3 months deal?" San said, leaning back on rolling chair.

Jisung's face was all erased, but he had no other way.

He was in love.

In love with person who wasn't right for himself, he fell in love with wrong person, wrong time.

He felt bad because he couldn't tell this to his friend, he had seen enough and had been through enough already. He couldn't hurt Felix.

"Okay" he whispered and decided to leave male alone. He slowly walked towards the door but stopped midway.

"What should i do if Felix finds out?"

San turned his attention to squirrel boy, his brows furrowed. With a sigh he got up and walked near him, cupping his cheek.

"If he does, it's worse for him only. Not us baby." He whispered, pecking on other's lips.

If Jisung only knew that he was making a big mistake, if he only knew that his feelings for San would just disappear and find a real one; real person who would mean more than just a lover for him. He wouldn't do it.

He was suffering alone, unable to look at Felix the way he did in past, he hated himself for what he did. Watching San abusing Felix in every way possible but he didn't stop him. Because he loved him, at least that's what he thought. He didn't dare to stop San because he knew he might lost him too.

Now he stood infront of his friend, manipuator human who he thought he loved, his lover.

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Felix was sitting on ground, his knees hurting from so much pain he felt, trying to catch his breath. He slowly got up, looking up with teary eyes, just how much pain he held in there.

"How could you do this to me?" He whined, his voice breaking terribly. He wasn't just hurting physically, he could feel his soul hurting, everything inside his mind burning.

Everyone was silent, even Minho, he wanted to dig a hole and hide in it. Not just him but Hyunjin too, all those hopes and words he said, everything he wished all night to come true.

"Ji... Oh my god, i- i can't..." Felix breathed out, just how hard it can be to breath sometimes, he was struggling to keep himself on right mind, alcohol doing it's work on his body.

"I had no other way, Felix..." He breathed out, reaching out for blonde's trembling hands, but he flinched.

"W-why-"

"I had feelings for San." He admitted.
Just how little words can change everything really soon.

Words can hurt more than actions, don't they?

Felix stated at male, his expression full with hate and disgust.

Jisung couldn't help but tear up, looking at his precious friends stare at him like this, he felt so tiny in this moment, Knowing there was no one who could help him now.
"M-minnie..." He breathed out, looking behind him, seeing male with teary eyes too.